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paxil eyes I dedicate this poem to all of the people I recently hurt from my own bad choices. I've made many mistakes-this just being one of them.I've been to the bottom and I'd like to say thank-you to everyone who helped me realise that I could get back up,in spite of it all. I hope to help someone else see that their sun will shine again too,because,honestly,there were days when I didin't believe mine would.Thank-you for the support. All alone I tremble and shake. All alone,I cry and I sleep. All alone,I will deny that I have made a mistake. All alone,I long for confinement all alone,my blurred vision allows me to see all the demons I try to fight-the personal demons bottled up inside of me. All alone,the unbearable thoughts escape; they test my willpower,and I feel weak the anger,the alcohol and the tears that won't unveil. All alone,they test the inability to even speak. All the illusions seem real. I feel broken,and jaded alone,I'm frustrated but the pills don't let me "feel". All alone,I begin to face reality; It frightens me-I panic and hate the fact that I can finally see how this drug is controlling me. Alone I am unable to breathe this drug is my worst enemy All alone,I contemplate taking my final breath Alone I hesitate...and pray that someone will see that there is a girl who now cries ...constantly. and so hard she tries to warn others of her mistakes and everyday she hides- by pulling her sunglasses down over... her paxil eyes. copyright(C)Oct/2006 Deanna Prall Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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