I tried to write a mean hateful poem
but I can not write whats not within me..
so go head and write your hate notes
I will only take them and love them..
and pray...yes I'll pray...
I don't even know what I've done to deserve
this kind of hate...maybe its something
I've done so long ago, ..
if I deserve it, then I will accept it
but if I do not deserve such hateful words
then it will only turn back on you
and it doesn't matter what you say or do
cause in my heart I will only love you..
yes I'll admit the words you spoke...crashed inside my heart
but I will not let it settle within my soul...
I forget that this world can sometimes be so wicked and cold..
so if it make you feel better telling me that god doesn't love me..
that he wouldn't even consider smiling at a sinner like me
then go head, if its ease your misery
go ahead do what do what you got to do
say what you gotta say...
and know that god still love you,
and will forgive you any giving day...