Absent Minded
How many hells I have been through?
You do this to me all the time
put me in the center of your newly rearranged hells
different scne new scenario
just to take me for a spin
and all along i never get my happy ending
the entity blessed to win every battle
the deitie of luck and fortune
the cursed god of war
of problem solving and manipulation
so here i am again
at the center of everything
trying to crawl my way out
so you can see the miracle of your happy ending
wel guess what?
your toy is broken!
he's tired of the game
see's how he is being used
never paid
never appreciated
and through all the rorment tears and pains i'[ve gone through
i bought you your own stupidity
that you would never know
what it was that you have done to me
hell after hell after hell after hell
so you could suffer
and work on caving into the dream
now im a never endong tornado
and i'm gonna humble a crowd of jerks
who never have me anything but pain
through an eternity of damnation
who had such tricks up their sleeves
I can never lose
I am built to win no matter what
whatever center of anything you put me in
i will crawl my way out of and through
and grant you another fairtale ending
except for this time
and the next
you have gone to far
and maybe in my horrible hunt for a soul mate
who is the maker of how the game gets new life
I've throwin in the towel picked up your pieces
and gonan smash them to bits again
to show you play by play minute by minute
just exactly what it was you did
and why you are here living this life to ponder all of your actions
living a mess you consider hell
when you havent a clue
try being the center of it all
to grant everyone a hppy ending
where you just go onto the next sour grape
and the dont offer you any solstice
or encouragement jsut bitter words and deadbabie
and other sicknesses to keep you being brave
no miracle for you
i've had my fill
not looking for true love
just revenge
and this marks the beginning of your dcenter of evertything
and why the future will be sucha mess
so you can work and claw your way out of it with no thanks
no surprise hoiliday
no thank you
no hurray
and then we'll do it again with that memory on your notebook
and you wont be able to screw up the dance
jsut a jopke to be toyed with and laughed at
until you can get away
and seek your revenge upon man
and gods
and the heavesn whcich to you were all nightmares anyway
which wouldnt be what they were if it wasnt for you
but you get no thanks
so the game is almost over
but i have a trick up my sleeve
the trump card is about to be played
and even fate knew and warned you
he couldnt stop me
so i hope you unjoyed the ride
for as much as i can tell you did
but from here on in
im stackjing the deck my way and you'll think it was you who did it!
and with veils and powers
and wars and other things to consider
i could care less about your little complaints\
of nightmares because mine was never ending and just got bigger
you place me at the center of gods and time
expected me to crawl out of a matrix of ticking time bombs
and you just sat there innocently playing along
now its my turn to finally play a card
like its gonna do any good
but round one is over
round two is about to begin
and if im going back to the nightmare
you wont be smiling at stage one my friends
for i have a different act
i have different legends
i have different qualities to persuade
i have different feats of measure to show you
but lets not go that way
from the beginning of what you think heaven is
its really on eof my worst hells
the center of everything and the joke of the powers of everyone else
and i craw;l ofut of it
to cralw out of the next nightmare
and the next nightmare to leave happiness in my wake
but now that you know what you did
i know you were a mistake and the gods im playing
with are going to thank me when i say
i have a hand full o f spades
and the diamand you persuade a re running out which is no probelms
because its hight ime we all slid anyway!
you re too dumb to catch on
but i'll be laughing in my fairytale
and you will be reaching for a ring to hold onto
and the soul mate of mine
and the end of my journey
to trick me to go back to the start
he just began looking for me and he can tell you its not easy
escaping what ive been through
and none of you de3served a frekin thing!
put me in the center of your newly rearranged hells
different scne new scenario
just to take me for a spin
and all along i never get my happy ending
the entity blessed to win every battle
the deitie of luck and fortune
the cursed god of war
of problem solving and manipulation
so here i am again
at the center of everything
trying to crawl my way out
so you can see the miracle of your happy ending
wel guess what?
your toy is broken!
he's tired of the game
see's how he is being used
never paid
never appreciated
and through all the rorment tears and pains i'[ve gone through
i bought you your own stupidity
that you would never know
what it was that you have done to me
hell after hell after hell after hell
so you could suffer
and work on caving into the dream
now im a never endong tornado
and i'm gonna humble a crowd of jerks
who never have me anything but pain
through an eternity of damnation
who had such tricks up their sleeves
I can never lose
I am built to win no matter what
whatever center of anything you put me in
i will crawl my way out of and through
and grant you another fairtale ending
except for this time
and the next
you have gone to far
and maybe in my horrible hunt for a soul mate
who is the maker of how the game gets new life
I've throwin in the towel picked up your pieces
and gonan smash them to bits again
to show you play by play minute by minute
just exactly what it was you did
and why you are here living this life to ponder all of your actions
living a mess you consider hell
when you havent a clue
try being the center of it all
to grant everyone a hppy ending
where you just go onto the next sour grape
and the dont offer you any solstice
or encouragement jsut bitter words and deadbabie
and other sicknesses to keep you being brave
no miracle for you
i've had my fill
not looking for true love
just revenge
and this marks the beginning of your dcenter of evertything
and why the future will be sucha mess
so you can work and claw your way out of it with no thanks
no surprise hoiliday
no thank you
no hurray
and then we'll do it again with that memory on your notebook
and you wont be able to screw up the dance
jsut a jopke to be toyed with and laughed at
until you can get away
and seek your revenge upon man
and gods
and the heavesn whcich to you were all nightmares anyway
which wouldnt be what they were if it wasnt for you
but you get no thanks
so the game is almost over
but i have a trick up my sleeve
the trump card is about to be played
and even fate knew and warned you
he couldnt stop me
so i hope you unjoyed the ride
for as much as i can tell you did
but from here on in
im stackjing the deck my way and you'll think it was you who did it!
and with veils and powers
and wars and other things to consider
i could care less about your little complaints\
of nightmares because mine was never ending and just got bigger
you place me at the center of gods and time
expected me to crawl out of a matrix of ticking time bombs
and you just sat there innocently playing along
now its my turn to finally play a card
like its gonna do any good
but round one is over
round two is about to begin
and if im going back to the nightmare
you wont be smiling at stage one my friends
for i have a different act
i have different legends
i have different qualities to persuade
i have different feats of measure to show you
but lets not go that way
from the beginning of what you think heaven is
its really on eof my worst hells
the center of everything and the joke of the powers of everyone else
and i craw;l ofut of it
to cralw out of the next nightmare
and the next nightmare to leave happiness in my wake
but now that you know what you did
i know you were a mistake and the gods im playing
with are going to thank me when i say
i have a hand full o f spades
and the diamand you persuade a re running out which is no probelms
because its hight ime we all slid anyway!
you re too dumb to catch on
but i'll be laughing in my fairytale
and you will be reaching for a ring to hold onto
and the soul mate of mine
and the end of my journey
to trick me to go back to the start
he just began looking for me and he can tell you its not easy
escaping what ive been through
and none of you de3served a frekin thing!
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How many hells I have been through?
How many hells I have been through?