Give me the strength to cope with this
and get these ideas out of my head
and stop telling me things will be okay
...because it doesen't mean a thing right now!
Take one step inside my mind
although there would be no point
because you still won't have a clue
and you'll never understand how
and trust me,no one ever will
they coulden't possibly take in
every twisted detail and every sin
or any broken thought and dream
that I have ever endowed.
Tell me why I should believe you
when you say "keep looking up",
Is this what I deserve for being honest
and following my heart?
Every dream has become a nightmare
and finally,the brick is soft
I start to wish I had always lied
and that every picture in my mind
had not become destroyed art.
Don't bother trying to stop me
Your words don't justify what is not okay
the clean air I used to enjoy
has now become unhealthy for me to breathe
and I will run this time-
but I will never admit that something had the ability
to chase me this far
away