Absent Minded
The time machine babysitting god's birthday and reality
so here we are
just me and you among all the other victoms
who dont know whats going on
here I'll ask
does anyone here among the matrix of lies and liars
in this cursed object im enslaved to know
that we are either taking abreak from gods birthday party
or this world is the cursed object and maybe just maybe
I'm not his best friend learning life lessons
along with his favorite angels
of what he had to go through to become a god
so who is behind the light?
is it true?
the gift of poisoned angels
a being like me
stuck in this world
to live it again and again
to ensure you say nothing
to the ohter being who claims he is god
because we have reasons to be unsure....
how's the party anyway?
Im only there and then back here
so I catch glimpses of his mountains of things
the crowds of angels and few robots and the time machine
so i'm not worried
when i get this game down when infinity seems over
we can go back in the time machine
and i will see me predicting the ghost at gods bithday party
who appears to dissapear
to copme back to this cursed object because i'm onto you
Or is infinity way over
i learned all the lessons of why god created this world
and now i understand him to the best of my ability
we've used the time machine
and I'm still stuck here running in circles as the new me
tries to avoid and realise thios must happen?
or am i god now and i finally got off my throne at the party
jumped into a game of hide and go seek
and who would be brave enough to look for me
in this cursed world i own?
so the gods keep me hidden and the angels would rather play dumb and look
somewhere else then be reminded of their deayh threat ultimatum of
the life and death situation
of a never ending card game they are enslaved to
so among all those who read this and think its just scrambled insanity
not knowing ive been trapped in this nightmare
of a cursed object
of how to relate to someone supposedly outsmarting me
who basically handed my best friend pandoras box on his birthday
and now he's playing cards at some table but the game only ends
when i'm done messing with my time machine
wanna see infinity
wanna clean up this curse
wake up to the party and figure out
what other gifts among the mountains of things are cursed and then
send them to a certain place and time
for the battle of metaphysical chess
mastering one world at a time
and i know if i was a god
i'd be on top of it all having everybody doing my bidding
teaching lessons to angels
and certain men how i earned my role
so i wouldn't feel so alone in my power
but whop can you trust?
who is playing the game with purity and their best interest
and his and mine at heart?
who knows anything?
Guess what when they all abandon ship captain
it's gonna be me and you left
and you might be everybody's fool to think
that i'm here to be snuffed out again
but the blind slide is dictating something else
wanna feel alone and powerfull?
like everything is your fault?
have one man in the middle crying to you that hes just a man
and youre the god and youre abusing him
so he fights back trying to babysit reality
that you don't understand
oh were you jealous?
are you trying to be the king of hell of the cursed object?
make sure i come back
sleuth it out
catch onto you
stalk you down
through time
with time machines
from level to level
to ensure that one day i have a wicked side and everytime i play my game
you become the victom burried alive
and then i snap my fingers give you knew life
make you thing im havinbg a harder time doing it
and then win again anyway
i have a heart you know!
and you know soo well my darkside
were you trying to humble me
are we all bachelors and bachelorettes
because he's actually looking for a suitor
like attracts like
but yet opposites attract
so why am i the one here to master the game
to one day jump in the time machine
re live the birthday party figure it all out
and with one word i cant say
fix it all
well well well
should i take you my toy to the next level?
are you really my game
and we were sent to bed early because
we got too drunk
and after the birthday party we'll see
who gets woken up from what nightmare
to die and laugh like demonic lovers
on a haunted honeymoon
go ask the arch angels who are among us who are playing or played
go ask the gods at the birthday party
what footprints they left behind and why
go ask god if you know him
and if you think thats him really sitting on the throne doing nothing
or if he's playing with all o fhois toys teaching and preaching
and enjoying his robots angels time machines races and creeds
so why am i soo special
that i've been living one life at a time?
why am i soo amazing that i have to master this world
and relate to this higher power
figure out i torture myslef
me and reality bruise eachother
and when i cry for the gods or even me
I'm still alone and helpless
and even the angels lack sympathy
so how do i master this thing
without caving into you
full well knowing that if and when i do
i have to go running for the time machine\
dissapear again so god can have his infinity
as i'm the body guard
I'm the tester
I'm a toy of intelligence created to throw into worlds
to see if they are cursed or pure
and now i know somewhere out there is the future me
and i can unlock the memories of me and this past
but my my my
how long has it been
and do we ever het anything we want
did we ever gety an award
or should we have done it like everybody else
and killed everything
instead of protesting
while you play hide and go seek differently!
Youre hard on me you know
and you are the reason i am this way
and i am the reason you are who you are
so perhaps you could
pat me on the back my future and past selves
perhaps you could ease me out of this corner
and help me set the trap
maybe you could encourage me to exercise
shower me in truthful friends and lovers
I might not be your perfect way to success
and as they keep us seperated
and i become your method to madness
the veil of reality is tricked and switched and entertained again
without me
she would have married a terrible thing
and the party you're trying to escape from
which one day you will find someone worthy
to put on cruise control to take your curse
you will get a break
rewind the party and the enemy will be erased
and god might never know your birthday present to him
and if and when he finds out
make three wishes and give him four compliments
just me and you among all the other victoms
who dont know whats going on
here I'll ask
does anyone here among the matrix of lies and liars
in this cursed object im enslaved to know
that we are either taking abreak from gods birthday party
or this world is the cursed object and maybe just maybe
I'm not his best friend learning life lessons
along with his favorite angels
of what he had to go through to become a god
so who is behind the light?
is it true?
the gift of poisoned angels
a being like me
stuck in this world
to live it again and again
to ensure you say nothing
to the ohter being who claims he is god
because we have reasons to be unsure....
how's the party anyway?
Im only there and then back here
so I catch glimpses of his mountains of things
the crowds of angels and few robots and the time machine
so i'm not worried
when i get this game down when infinity seems over
we can go back in the time machine
and i will see me predicting the ghost at gods bithday party
who appears to dissapear
to copme back to this cursed object because i'm onto you
Or is infinity way over
i learned all the lessons of why god created this world
and now i understand him to the best of my ability
we've used the time machine
and I'm still stuck here running in circles as the new me
tries to avoid and realise thios must happen?
or am i god now and i finally got off my throne at the party
jumped into a game of hide and go seek
and who would be brave enough to look for me
in this cursed world i own?
so the gods keep me hidden and the angels would rather play dumb and look
somewhere else then be reminded of their deayh threat ultimatum of
the life and death situation
of a never ending card game they are enslaved to
so among all those who read this and think its just scrambled insanity
not knowing ive been trapped in this nightmare
of a cursed object
of how to relate to someone supposedly outsmarting me
who basically handed my best friend pandoras box on his birthday
and now he's playing cards at some table but the game only ends
when i'm done messing with my time machine
wanna see infinity
wanna clean up this curse
wake up to the party and figure out
what other gifts among the mountains of things are cursed and then
send them to a certain place and time
for the battle of metaphysical chess
mastering one world at a time
and i know if i was a god
i'd be on top of it all having everybody doing my bidding
teaching lessons to angels
and certain men how i earned my role
so i wouldn't feel so alone in my power
but whop can you trust?
who is playing the game with purity and their best interest
and his and mine at heart?
who knows anything?
Guess what when they all abandon ship captain
it's gonna be me and you left
and you might be everybody's fool to think
that i'm here to be snuffed out again
but the blind slide is dictating something else
wanna feel alone and powerfull?
like everything is your fault?
have one man in the middle crying to you that hes just a man
and youre the god and youre abusing him
so he fights back trying to babysit reality
that you don't understand
oh were you jealous?
are you trying to be the king of hell of the cursed object?
make sure i come back
sleuth it out
catch onto you
stalk you down
through time
with time machines
from level to level
to ensure that one day i have a wicked side and everytime i play my game
you become the victom burried alive
and then i snap my fingers give you knew life
make you thing im havinbg a harder time doing it
and then win again anyway
i have a heart you know!
and you know soo well my darkside
were you trying to humble me
are we all bachelors and bachelorettes
because he's actually looking for a suitor
like attracts like
but yet opposites attract
so why am i the one here to master the game
to one day jump in the time machine
re live the birthday party figure it all out
and with one word i cant say
fix it all
well well well
should i take you my toy to the next level?
are you really my game
and we were sent to bed early because
we got too drunk
and after the birthday party we'll see
who gets woken up from what nightmare
to die and laugh like demonic lovers
on a haunted honeymoon
go ask the arch angels who are among us who are playing or played
go ask the gods at the birthday party
what footprints they left behind and why
go ask god if you know him
and if you think thats him really sitting on the throne doing nothing
or if he's playing with all o fhois toys teaching and preaching
and enjoying his robots angels time machines races and creeds
so why am i soo special
that i've been living one life at a time?
why am i soo amazing that i have to master this world
and relate to this higher power
figure out i torture myslef
me and reality bruise eachother
and when i cry for the gods or even me
I'm still alone and helpless
and even the angels lack sympathy
so how do i master this thing
without caving into you
full well knowing that if and when i do
i have to go running for the time machine\
dissapear again so god can have his infinity
as i'm the body guard
I'm the tester
I'm a toy of intelligence created to throw into worlds
to see if they are cursed or pure
and now i know somewhere out there is the future me
and i can unlock the memories of me and this past
but my my my
how long has it been
and do we ever het anything we want
did we ever gety an award
or should we have done it like everybody else
and killed everything
instead of protesting
while you play hide and go seek differently!
Youre hard on me you know
and you are the reason i am this way
and i am the reason you are who you are
so perhaps you could
pat me on the back my future and past selves
perhaps you could ease me out of this corner
and help me set the trap
maybe you could encourage me to exercise
shower me in truthful friends and lovers
I might not be your perfect way to success
and as they keep us seperated
and i become your method to madness
the veil of reality is tricked and switched and entertained again
without me
she would have married a terrible thing
and the party you're trying to escape from
which one day you will find someone worthy
to put on cruise control to take your curse
you will get a break
rewind the party and the enemy will be erased
and god might never know your birthday present to him
and if and when he finds out
make three wishes and give him four compliments
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The time machine babysitting god`s birthday and reality
The time machine babysitting god`s birthday and reality
