I'm tired of being a brick;
I want to cry in front of everyone
and scream my inner feelings
and let the world know
that I just lied-
about my"ok"state of mind...
I'm NOT okay,I've been
hurt to the point that I
don't want to see another day;
and I have this dream,I can no longer chase-
and too many mistakes to erase,
and I'm eating ativan like candy-
just to be able to write,
when,inside,my heart palpitates;
my emotions roar,and I am in the wrong place-
I cannot see the light!
I f****ed up again
things will never be alright!
where do I start
How can I explain myself-
If I'm falling apart???