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Out of Place

Always felt and thought differently than anyone else,
My actions coincide with my words,
My eyes looked around with an intense sensation,
But at times and in situations of family appearances,
I felt out of place.
Where this thought came from may appear obscene
And probably ridiculous but I have always felt this way.
Cannot explain the mental process for which these thoughts occur
They happen for a reason and I do not question it.
For reasons be I feel out of place.
In my mind everything flows freely with no interruptions
Or chaotic thoughts,
A perfected design of my human consciousness,
The outer shell is at times in rapid motion and conflict
Trying to decipher what is happening therefore I feel out of place.
Sleeping and dreaming are the only times when I fit in,
A peaceful slumber that slows down my actions and thoughts
Making me feel the free spirit that is contain within me,
At times being restless with this idea of being out of place
Trying to fit in with the status quo
Trying to see what it feels like to be like “everyone else”
Not being in the world or of the world but like the world in my terms.
Within my limitations, expectations and acceptations that I will place on myself
Will balance my level of thinking and actions to the point where I no longer feel
Out of place.