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Troubled Life


Pain terrible pain
Of inside my life's spiritual veins
Like pouring salt into my wounds
With the soul's mind
All is just not the same

Through time to subdue
It seems very erroneous
The emotions so difficult to control,
As much sadness comes my way
It feels impossible to overcome

Here now being alone
I'm gone into a new different life puzzle
Thinking of my life reflection
Can't brake free
The mind is diving
Passing by all the trials
While browsing through life's memories

Deep down inside this troubled life of mine
The eloquent delicate mind
Gets filled with so much confusion
I wish I could overcome
The depths of all the staggering illusions,

The waves they hit against my shores
With body still
The mind is wondering
And through all this trouble
Sometimes I can't fight off all life's problems

Deeper much deeper
Mind's pacing hard to the core
The blood is racing
Pulse changing
Bringing a twist to the inner soul
Oh how I need someone to comfort me
Standing by my heart forevermore,

Layer by layer of many trials
Along with tribulations
One after the other appearing
Then slowly disappearing
Always coming,
There are always so many more,

Help me dear Savior
Change my life's patterns,reactions, behavior
Please show me your mercy
Save me from this personal drama
Lift my heart from an earthly hell
I have so many weaknesses
You know that so well,

Yet still I forever believe eternally in you oh my Lord
Even if my fate is to be dying
In depravity, filled with all life's misery
In this troubled life
Oh in this troubled life of mine,

I still will always believe
In Your promise of the everlasting life,
A place of rest for the ones
Going through life's struggles
By believing in your grace,
 
I feel so weary in all my life's trials
In this troubled life of mine
Wish I could brake the endless infinity
Of problems that are going round and round
In this troubled life
In this troubled life of mine,

Lord all I know is staying close to you
By holding on tight to Your undying love
For it's not easy to change a man's fate
And only You can set me free,

Therefore not my will
But may Your will
On earth as it is in heaven
Forever in my life be,
Lord I receive everything from You
Pain and joy
Life's happiness along with sorrows
All the truth,
All the hidden truth of beautiful life's values.

One thing I think about, humbly asking in prayer
Lord please remember me
When into eternity my soul will be gone
Save it from the eternal separation
Don't let me go into the torment of eternal hell

My Lord cause you are my only salvation
You are the only love here
Forevermore in this dying world
Only your presence makes my heart feel warm
It comforts by helping a suffering soul
It keeps me safe
From the darkness of eternal oblivion
Yet even though it's so hard to see
The light in a troubled life

I will always believe in you
Believe me love when I say its true
Yes its impossible to overcome a troubled life without You
Without Your presence oh God,
My Lord there is no happiness without Your caring love,

Please have mercy on me
Please be by my side
Be my Savior, be my Guide
I tried with all of my strength to overcome my weakness
But its so hard when its that deep within,

With all my strength
I tried to overcome all the pain
That is inside my life's veins,
But really only you Lord can help me.

Your mercy is all I can ask of you
Forgive me, a sinner
Forgive me for being the way that I am,
You know its the truth
You search the hearts,
You search the minds,
Please touch my soul, Lord
Please take away what I feel insid,

In this troubled life, in this troubled life
Along a core in the outer layers
Of my mind and heart inner revelations
There lurks a life's essence of sadness
With so many empty cold relations,
 
The pieces of the troubled destiny
That was in stored for me
But no matter what happens
I still will always believe eternally
I will believe in You my Lord, my Love Jesus

Won't Your mercy take me higher
May it take me into another place
Please change the emptiness
Please change my souls hopelessness
I don't know how sometimes
Sometimes it's so hard to describe,

When I feel inside
What I'm going through in this troubled life
Yes sometimes its so hard to live
But we all have to somehow
At one point or the other
We all have to make it through

Overcoming the endless night
By still believing
That there beyond the desert,
New horizons open
Waiting for us
Knowing that at the end of the long tunnel
There is always a bright shining light
Guiding us on the final way,

Oh dear God please always help my soul  
Sometimes my thoughts of worries I just cant control
Please Christ don't leave me, don't leave me alone,
Don't let me go
Have mercy on this helpless poor heart of mine,
On my hopeless soul
If you leave me where else would I go
Torment is the only place left
The separation of forevermore,

Lord I know you're strict on everyone
If John the baptist was the least in heaven
It's so hard to understand then who can enter?
Oh Lord I tried so much to be true and pure
Oh God please have mercy on me
Don't let me burn in hell for all eternity
You know my wish is to be only with You
Please Lord Jesus
Make my one and only dream come true
On my knees looking unto heaven I'm deeply begging you,

One thing I think about
Humbly asking in prayers,
Lord please remember me
When into eternity my soul will be gone
Save it from the eternal separation
Don't let me go into the torment of eternal hell
My God cause you are my only salvation

I don't wanna be in damnation
You are the only love here
And forevermore in this dying world
Only your presence makes a heart feel so warm

It comforts by helping anyone
Who is suffering
By keeping us safe from the darkness of oblivion
Yet even though
Sometimes it's so hard to see
Your light in a troubled life,

I will always believe in You
Oh Lord, You know what I say is true
It's really impossible to overcome a troubled life
Without You
Without Your presence oh Lord my God,
There is no existence without Your precious undying love,

Please have mercy on me
Please be by my side
Be my Savior be my Guide
I tried with all my strength to overcome my weakness
But its so hard
When its that deep within
With all my strength I tried to overcome the pain
That is inside this troubled life of mine,
But really only You Lord can help me
Only You can set my soul forever free
From all the pain of the past
That sometimes appears inside of me...










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