Petes Poetry
Suicide
I've been contemplating suicide,
But it just seems too final,
If only i had the guts to decide,
satisfaction I cant find at all.
self control,
weak soul.
self-discipline
never listen.
life's one big fight.
victory is in the devil's sight.
will i see her tonight?
show me god's light?
like I try,
and constantly fail.
reach the sky,
search for the holy grail.
I never reach my goal
not even close.
a deluded soul,
who loves hate the most.
guilt of who I am
drives me insane
a stupid lonely man
selfish and vain.
but god put me on this earth for a purpose
a sad clown in this life's circus.
pete.
But it just seems too final,
If only i had the guts to decide,
satisfaction I cant find at all.
self control,
weak soul.
self-discipline
never listen.
life's one big fight.
victory is in the devil's sight.
will i see her tonight?
show me god's light?
like I try,
and constantly fail.
reach the sky,
search for the holy grail.
I never reach my goal
not even close.
a deluded soul,
who loves hate the most.
guilt of who I am
drives me insane
a stupid lonely man
selfish and vain.
but god put me on this earth for a purpose
a sad clown in this life's circus.
pete.