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Well Now I'm Really Fed Up Tonight!!!!


Dear God!

Well over the years of plenty,
My health's been up the wall,
And time and again, night after night,
I've often had to give you a call.
Sometimes you answer, some you don't!
And other times you walk on by,
Not looking my way, no help for that day!
Is it a wonder why at times I cry!

So there I am in 2006, quite happy;
All ship-shape and ready for a new life;
Then as the year begins, I go downhill,
Oh woe is me and my abundance of strife!!
Then I get to May and my life excels;
Because of course, I fell in love as we do;
And therein a new life began for me,
Well, that's certainly most very true!

But then things went a little downhill again!
And my health once more was at stake!
Oh glory be, oh golly gee; oh God!
Will you cut me some slack, for goodness sake!!
Cos now I have been in a mire of a mess;
You know, cos I had that surgery last week!
And as of course it does, it went very wrong!
And I was in fear and my outlook looked bleak!

Why? Well cos everything went wrong!
And my artery didn't seal up!
So all the blood came pouring out!
Into my never-ending bad health cup!!
What started off as a living nightmare!
Rapidly went downhill from the start!
I wouldn't mind, but honestly!
I went in with a problem with my heart!

But that procedure was almost the death of me!
And I have lived a nightmare of a week!
Doctors here, hospitals there!
And no solace that I could seek!!
I needed someone to tell me true;
‘Catherine, we will not let you die!'
Yet here I am, alone at night…
And another night that I lay and cry!

So therein formed a damn great clot!
Right in the artery where they cut into!
Blood all over the place, except in the artery!
And that's why once again I am hounding you!
Cos please Dear God, can you help me?
And give me some peace for a while!
Cos I am floundering in a fear so great!
And I can't seem to walk this last mile!

So I need your kind intervention God;
To help me out of this hell I am in!
And once again, give me the strength!
To fight yet another fight, and win!!
Cos ya know God, I get concerned;
Thinking you don't like me much at all!
Cos you keep throwing this stuff my way!
And don't answer when I sometimes call!

So I am sitting here typing this letter;
With a great big clot in my groin!
And an artery that's all messed up!
So is it any wonder I'm on the boil?
So then, I am on a mission tonight!
To try and get you to help me out!
And sort out this mess that I am in again!
Cos I'm struggling, there is no doubt!

So God, are you up there tonight?
Cos I aint getting any reply!
And if so, are you ignoring me?
It's no wonder at all why I cry!!!
So in case you can't be bothered tonight,
I am telling it, and telling it true!
I am sick of all this bad health stuff!
And yep, I think it's all down to you!!!

Cos I didn't chose this health you gave me!
Lets face it, no-one would want what I've got!
Everything's battered, abused and more!
I think this body's on a decline to rot!!
So God, can you please do me a favour?
And sort out this latest mess for me!
Cos I have to be quite honest here!
It even puts me off my tea!!!          

So I am patiently waiting, quietly,
To see if He will come to my aid this night!
And put my mind at rest, cut me some slack!
And let me lose this damn fear tonight!!!

Yeah, like, whatever!!!!!













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