That's how I feel this night,
Sick weary and tired and sad;
Because now I've got another trial,
And I'm feeling, oh, so bad!
I am sick of the whole lot of it!
And I said to God the other night;
To please just cut me some slack,
Then He goes and gives me another fright!!!
I am tired of all the battles,
The fight is sometimes so tough,
But fight I do, and I always come through;
But this time I'm feeling so rough!
I am sick of the whole lot of it!
And I am as tired as tired can be;
Because it's one thing after another;
And pain and fear is all that I see!
‘So yes, Dear God, I've had enough!
Of the krap that you keep throwing my way!
And if this keeps up, I will break my promise!
And yes! I will finally turn away!!!
I swore I would never do that,
And I meant it as true as I sit here,
But I can't keep fighting these battles,
And I can't take all of this damn fear!!!
I am angry at you, oh but I am!
In fact, I shouted at you just before;
And I'm not even sorry you know!!!
Cos I guess you know the score!
You see the good inside my heart!
And you know the thoughts in my head!
You know how I tick; you made me this way;
And you know I don't want to be dead!!!
So why are you giving me these trials?
Is it to test me to my limit?
Or is it that you are bored with me!
It could be that, well, is it?
Well I don't care anymore!
Because just when I finally got a life!
It goes wrong, am I not meant to be happy?
Because I was going to be my man's wife!
But how can I expect him to deal with all this!
When I could die on him! You know it's true!
What is wrong with me could be shared;
With a hundred people or maybe two!!!
So ok, maybe a slight exaggeration!
And maybe a little less than that!
But trust me true, I can honestly say;
I'm feeling sick, weary, tired and flat!
And are you surprised at that?
Well hell, you shouldn't be!
Cos at the end of the day, it's down to you!
Because you were the one that created me!
So why did you give this body of mine;
So many terrible afflictions to bear!
It's getting that way, just now…
I am beginning to not even care!!
I CAN'T keep fighting the fight!
Cos almost every day there's another!
And there's nothing that I can do is there!
So maybe I shouldn't even bother!!!
Cos if I am the victor of this one,
Who's to say you won't give me more?
And I really don't think I can take it;
For my strength has finally hit the floor!
I am sick, weary, and tired…I am!
And I can't seem to find my strength!
So yes, I finally concede…because;
I am struggling with this, at length!!!
So yes I am angry at you Dear God!
Cos I am sick, weary, and tired I am!
So much so that I am feeling deflated;
And I wonder, what's your next plan?
Well I don't care what it is! Keep it!
Just don't send the damn thing my way!
Cos I really can't take one more bad news;
So can you please cut me some slack!! Today!!!'
Probably not, so I won't hold my breath!!!!
Just when everything's going right for once;
Everything's gone totally wrong!
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