Nothing
NOTHING
I begin to fall, way, way
Down unto the pit of despair
Here is darkness with not a chink
Of light, total blackness
No life, no joy, no hope
Just hopelessness and fear
Never again will I emerge
If I allow myself to go lower
Just one small chance left
For me to hold on to, maybe?
But then maybe not, who knows?
Who really cares?
If I should live or die
If I should pull through
Or let the blackness engulf me
I am weak now from so much
Crying, so much fear
Nobody to cling on to, but
Then was there ever?
Nobody for me, I am one of
The forgotten ones
The baby ignored, the child discarded
The invisible woman
Never to know light, love, the
Basic sweetness of life itself
Not for me, this is my life
This is my existence
As I lose my grip I slide
Down deep down
In my existence all I feel
Is numb, I know no feelings
No more fear into the darkness
I slide
A nobody into nothingness
No more pain
Just oblivion
Nothing!
© TRIZIA 2006
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