Tobacco Spitting
embarrassment blowing a horn and chewing daddy's tobacco plug
eye swallowed it on purpose to keep the boy in me from being discovered
by the music teacher who was GAY he knoe that something was wrong
and when eye told him just what it was he had a very mirthfilled
day they laughed at me to scorn and when they made me go away
it filled my little heart with hate, the hate that only comes from people in the form
of my embarresment. The stuff just did not hit me quickly so eye began to plan to
finish out my schoolday as intended. eye went to STUDY HALL a school room full
of girls wrapped up inside my coat the thing wrapped up around me to hide
all of my discomfort. And that was when it hit me, the tobacco plug from daddy
that eye chewed to bee a man that day. Eye smelled and not just a little bit
the smell filled up my pants and soaked into mycoat until eye could not
no longer hide my firm embarrassment, and eye could not tell the class
the truth and listen to them laugh and eye did have to LIE and so eye began to improvise a plan and eye was telling truth for eye felt just like a dog with this smell upon my coat
and in my pants and eye could smell it with my nose this smell of embarrassment
the girls were far the worst for they knoe somehow that eye had this smell upon myself
eye could see it in they eyes and in they balefull glances telling me that eye was not NOT
a man that day or any other day and so you all agree embarrassment is not NOT a thing to eat or place to be who wants to be a dog?
never will eye ever chew tobacco from a plug or from a can or even smoke again
the boy is now the man and now GOD willing eye am not the dog
chewing and then spitting and then wearing the smell all day just is not fun
