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Safe NowJust would like to explain............   07/06/03 12:52 PM .......how bad I feel at the end of this awful week - After a web site I run was hacked and everything was lost Slowly, oh so slowly I let the plaster crack shows the real emotions so far, far deep inside Those small steps I took back then to help you understand who I am & why I'm me the woman deep inside. I heard your words of wisdom encouraging me more and, oh, so very glad was I to know you all and yes a confidence inside me getting bigger day by day inspiring me as I go on helping to find the way Away from the World of darkness of torture and of pain into a life of light and hope of happiness and gain Then all at once but in a moment gone, forever, lost I come to find my people These people that I trust but gone, forever, forgotten gone without a trace emptyness overcomes me tears running down my face. Words, thoughts & poems fill my empty brain as frantically I search for them will I see them again How do I go on now so still, so quite, so sad never to have the joy again that once I shared with all I am back now as I once was plaster back intact never, ever to trust again what point will there ever be to trust again, to hope again for in the end I'd find powers that be have other thoughts they do not notice me. instead so cold they mark that time,my people gone forever, were they ever really here,was we all together memories are left now silence fills my head perhaps but if I sleep now I will remember then my friends, my pals the ones I trust and maybe I will find Just in one fantastic dream in my head safe and sound I find them, they are with me no one can touch them there so I will keep them in my mind forever they will be here and deep inside me Safe from the abductors stare. ~ © Trizia 2004~ Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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