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Safe Now


Just would like to explain............          07/06/03 12:52 PM
.......how bad I feel at the end of this awful week -
After a web site I run was hacked and everything was lost

Slowly, oh so slowly
I let the plaster crack
shows the real emotions
so far, far deep inside

Those small steps I took back then
to help you understand
who I am & why I'm me
the woman deep inside.

I heard your words of wisdom
encouraging me more
and, oh, so very glad was I
to know you all and yes

a confidence inside me
getting bigger day by day
inspiring me as I go on
helping to find the way

Away from the World of darkness
of torture and of pain
into a life of light and hope
of happiness and gain

Then all at once
but in a moment
gone, forever, lost
I come to find my people

These people that I trust
but gone, forever, forgotten
gone without a trace
emptyness overcomes me
tears running down my face.

Words, thoughts & poems
fill my empty brain
as frantically I search for them
will I see them again

How do I go on now
so still, so quite, so sad
never to have the joy again
that once I shared with all

I am back now as I once was
plaster back intact
never, ever to trust again
what point will there ever be
to trust again, to hope again
for in the end I'd find
powers that be
have other thoughts
they do not notice me.

instead so cold
they mark that time,my people
gone forever, were they ever
really here,was we all
together

memories are left now
silence fills my head
perhaps but if I sleep now
I will remember then
my friends, my pals
the ones I trust
and
maybe I will find

Just in one fantastic dream
in my head safe and sound
I find them, they are with me
no one can touch them there
so I will keep them in my mind
forever they will be
here and deep inside me
Safe from the abductors stare.
~ © Trizia 2004~


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