Well it wasn't a very good start, I admit,
For my life is in the mire a tad!
And so my emotions are all over the place,
Cos I am feeling a trifle sad!
But I am a tough old cookie ya know!
And even though I've had a terrible fright!
No matter what and no matter when,
I will never give up on the fight!
So I sat and cried, and cried and sat;
Then decided this is just sad!
Just because they think it is;
Doesn't mean it's going to be that bad!
And even if it is ya know!
I will still never give up on myself!
Cos I have to marry my Rich you see!
In case he ends up all alone on the shelf!!
And I don't want him to be sad;
And for sure he will be if we part;
So I have no intention of dying at all!
Cos I swore to never break that mans heart!!
And a vow is a vow after all!
Cos I made a promise to him from my heart
That I would marry him one day soon!
And we would never part!
So here I am on New Years Day – Night!
(If you catch my drift)! Strong once more!
All fired up and focused again!
Ready to face whatever's behind that door!
So bring it on, cos I don't care;
I have cried all my fears and pain dry!
Smile on my face, a skip in my heat;
Ready for action, cos I'm not prepared to die!
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And ya know, tis all very true, and all fact;
I have dealt with it in my head and heart!
And I am sure back on track!
Cos I am all that and more!!
I have to be!!