Oh dear me that's harsh!
I have been reading what I've said;
And I guess that I should say now;
I don't really like what I've read!
Cos the ones that seem so harsh to me,
Are all about me and my God,
There's me thinking He's abandoned me,
But He hasn't, He's just a very busy bod!
So I thought about my harsh words,
And I don't like what I thought!
Thinking He had abandoned me,
When no solace could be sought!
So you see, I got to thinking,
About the trials and pain I'm in…
Because just lately, I have to say,
I was in a fight I didn't think I could win.
And I felt my God had left me alone;
I thought He wasn't supporting me!
But all the time, of course He was!
I was blinded by fear so I couldn't see!
I couldn't see the wood for the trees,
And I really needed His help and support!
Shame on me for my thoughts and words!
When no solace for me could be sought!
So I hang my head in shame,
And I look to the Heavens above;
And ask Him for forgiveness,
And to show Him all my love!