The mind was not thinking
too many cigarettes and too much drinking
will do that to a soul.
Spent too much time crying
those lonely nights when I am trying
to regain some control.
Why do I miss him I'll never know
Put on the makeup so the circles don't show
from the heartache I still release.
Can't find the way to heal this heart.
My days are cold and endless since we did part
and this heartache just will not cease.