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 To The Man I Thought I Loved

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To the man I thought I loved
Who I thought loved me
I can't do this any longer
I am just so unhappy

You make me feel worthless
You make me feel so low
What really bothers me the most
Is that you don't even know

You don't notice what you do to me
You don't notice when you cause more pain
You just tell me to get over it
You won't sit and listen while I explain

You give me what I don't deserve
You yell at me when I try to talk
When I need you by my side
You turn away and walk

I fell in love with you once
For a small moment in time
When I had no need to worry
When I knew you were mine

After you broke my heart
I tried once again to fall in love
I did the best I could
To once again gain your trust

I cried myself to sleep at night
Not knowing what to do
Whether I should just keep trying
Or just give up on you

I could not give up
That just is not like me
I wanted to see that man again
The man who made me happy

I tried so hard to see you as the good guy
To see you were not like the rest
That I had chosen that great guy
That I was with the best

But I see you as a pervert
The man who hurt me
I no longer see you as that guy
The guy who made me happy

For that small moment
I thought you were the best
But you prove to me like the others I've dated
That you are like all the rest

To the man I thought loved me
You were everything for a small moment in time
To the man I thought I loved
You wish you were, but you were never mine

By: Crystal Martinez


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