Behind these eyes.
Behind this smile that never dies.
Its all tears waiting to fall.
I lay low, let out all the cries.
Sometimes they form behind my eyes.
Sometimes they're formed, but i do not cry.
I want to, but i just can't cry.
No matter how hard i try.
Satan has got me in this state.
So i now know and i never leave it too late.
I turned to God.
I prayed, prayed and for once i never felt odd.
I was always important as i cried badly, poured out my heart to my Lord.
It was a counsellor i could Afford.
It was free, its just right there.
He is the most merciful, forgiving and He is always Fair.
I know He will always care.
I bottle it up, until i pray, its only to God i love to share.
He makes me feel so happy and so secure.
Any Sin there is always a cure.
As i repent to my Lord from all my heart i feel i am forgiven.
I will never give in to Satan he will not make me feel down.
Depression fades so i let the good feelings come to memory so i know i am Forgiven.
Forgiven Only By God.
