Absent Minded
The (tricked?) message was received
who was born first god
and are we all related?
not to consider you a reflection of Jezebel
but are the angels my older or younger siblings
and what does that make the demons?
so if 1+1=3
and1+1=3
and1+1=3
why do I get 7?
is there a god of men who impregnated the goddess life
Is there a god of angels who impregnated the goddess of life
Is there a god of demons who impregnated the goddess of life
and these gods had children with the goddess
and their children are torn apart so to speak
and the gods are either fighting for love of their children
or the goddesses hand?
just do the math 1=1+3
plus 1=1+3
plus 1=1+3
and u will get 7!!
7?
are the demons my younger siblings and why I'm soo protective of my sin?
Are the angels my older siblings and the reason I'm soo abused by wisdom?
am i the middle child feeling ignored?
did you marry a Fourth god?
does 7 equal eight now mother
i hate to ask if your name Jezebel?
but for the longest time i never knew who wore the pants or the dress
now i must confess
I'm upset
because 3+3+3=9 not 7
Why do i not know my mother of life?
why do i not know my father of the heavens?
why have i spent no time with my siblings older and younger
be them angels or demons?
do you hate me
and is this nightmare over
or dear mother
is it that you have an abusive husband?
when is the family reunion anyway?
and am i invited?
will i be there with your many husbands
and children of different fathers
and all the siblings of mine i never met
for you threw me away
in a purgatory i remember
God i know your a woman
impregnated by life of other forms
why oh why can i not meet my brothers and sisters
my step fathers
and fathers?
why was i born to be tortured?
when i know who u are not
when i know who i have yet to become
when i learn why i am here
and what is going on
when u can speak to me as an adult
and i finally catch on
i pray i hope
I'm strong and wise and i can make the right decision
and hold my tongue
dear father
dear mother
tell me
why does 1+1=3
3 times to equal 7
and i wonder of eight?
why are the hands of fate so cruel and late?
will i ever meet my older siblings of angels and younger
brethren of demons to teach me what i am
will i ever have a place all of my own
do we all I've under the same moon and stars
all the gods
all the children of the gods
is there a place for me to call my own
where i can have things my way
and things go my way
and i don't have to explain?
where my father and mother aren't allowed
a place where my angel and demonic siblings can come and go
but the fathers and mothers are not known
Is this my home
and you are trespassing
dear mother dear father?
tell me
is it true does 1+1=3
is this happening?
are you here
and with you and why?
you're not on business are you?
and did you forget your way home?
I'll leave the light on
soon its time for you to go
soon its time for you to leave
soon its time for me to receive
soon its time for the mystery to unravel
soon its time for The truth to surface
goddess of life and the three fathers of myself and my siblings
i warn you now
you may be unwelcome here by some
I'm not always in total control
but i bid you
a fare warning
as the truth adds up
and your souls are tested
from the battles and tears I've shed
how do you want your immortality stripped
and Dorothy no longer in Kansas
like a blue zombie says
there's nothing better than dead
there's no such thing as dead
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and are we all related?
not to consider you a reflection of Jezebel
but are the angels my older or younger siblings
and what does that make the demons?
so if 1+1=3
and1+1=3
and1+1=3
why do I get 7?
is there a god of men who impregnated the goddess life
Is there a god of angels who impregnated the goddess of life
Is there a god of demons who impregnated the goddess of life
and these gods had children with the goddess
and their children are torn apart so to speak
and the gods are either fighting for love of their children
or the goddesses hand?
just do the math 1=1+3
plus 1=1+3
plus 1=1+3
and u will get 7!!
7?
are the demons my younger siblings and why I'm soo protective of my sin?
Are the angels my older siblings and the reason I'm soo abused by wisdom?
am i the middle child feeling ignored?
did you marry a Fourth god?
does 7 equal eight now mother
i hate to ask if your name Jezebel?
but for the longest time i never knew who wore the pants or the dress
now i must confess
I'm upset
because 3+3+3=9 not 7
Why do i not know my mother of life?
why do i not know my father of the heavens?
why have i spent no time with my siblings older and younger
be them angels or demons?
do you hate me
and is this nightmare over
or dear mother
is it that you have an abusive husband?
when is the family reunion anyway?
and am i invited?
will i be there with your many husbands
and children of different fathers
and all the siblings of mine i never met
for you threw me away
in a purgatory i remember
God i know your a woman
impregnated by life of other forms
why oh why can i not meet my brothers and sisters
my step fathers
and fathers?
why was i born to be tortured?
when i know who u are not
when i know who i have yet to become
when i learn why i am here
and what is going on
when u can speak to me as an adult
and i finally catch on
i pray i hope
I'm strong and wise and i can make the right decision
and hold my tongue
dear father
dear mother
tell me
why does 1+1=3
3 times to equal 7
and i wonder of eight?
why are the hands of fate so cruel and late?
will i ever meet my older siblings of angels and younger
brethren of demons to teach me what i am
will i ever have a place all of my own
do we all I've under the same moon and stars
all the gods
all the children of the gods
is there a place for me to call my own
where i can have things my way
and things go my way
and i don't have to explain?
where my father and mother aren't allowed
a place where my angel and demonic siblings can come and go
but the fathers and mothers are not known
Is this my home
and you are trespassing
dear mother dear father?
tell me
is it true does 1+1=3
is this happening?
are you here
and with you and why?
you're not on business are you?
and did you forget your way home?
I'll leave the light on
soon its time for you to go
soon its time for you to leave
soon its time for me to receive
soon its time for the mystery to unravel
soon its time for The truth to surface
goddess of life and the three fathers of myself and my siblings
i warn you now
you may be unwelcome here by some
I'm not always in total control
but i bid you
a fare warning
as the truth adds up
and your souls are tested
from the battles and tears I've shed
how do you want your immortality stripped
and Dorothy no longer in Kansas
like a blue zombie says
there's nothing better than dead
there's no such thing as dead
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