things I have been thinking about

I didn't cry

Did I not understand you.
Didn't I try?
I left the world behind me.
I said goodby to everything of mine,
my own sense of sanity, my own protection.
I followed you wherever you wanted to go.
I ran and hid in front of you when you wanted to play.
I smiled and talked to your goofy friends.
Did I not do enough.
Didn't I cry?