I'm afraid that
I'm not interesting enough
To stay with you too long
I'm scared that I wouldn't be
Such perfect lover as you dream about
I remember my self from this time
When you were angry for me
That I wasn't as you wanted I'd be
I'm so scared that someday
You could look at me
And I wont see love in your eyes
I'm afraid
I wont be this girl right
Do you know that
The power of my love to you
Strictly depends
Of my self confidence
And through these days
When I'm weak in my eyes
I'm afraid the most this love
I can love you only
When I believe in my self
That's why it was so hard
For me to show you how I feel
Through so many years
I preferred to be with someone else
You are too strong for me sometimes
And I resign but then I feel
That this what is left is just a shadow of me
And this real life which I need to feel
So, that's why, I fight right now
And I hope that this time I win
Not with you but with my self