Sometimes I think
I don't need any work to live
I find my self too soft
For this fight of better place
In this world
I prefer to give up
Before the start
And live a little outside
But after some time
I need to prove to my self
That I'm not so weak
To not try to take a part
In this life's war
And then I'm going again
As everybody do
To this place
When I need to show
How many skils I have
So far, how good or brave I'm
To not resign from any chalenge
I find on my way
I balance between
The weakness and the power
I have within,
Between the death and the life
Because sometimes
I'm loosing the sense of this
All these things
And I'm not sure
I want to play my role anymore
In this beautiful world
Because I don't have the force
To be so fantastic woman
To all of you
And to my self too
I don't have the force and wish
To proving my self that I'm good
So good as I maybe should
“Just love your self”
You can say, yes it's great advice
But it's not so easy sometimes
I'm still working on this
But there is always like a wave
When I believe and don't believe
In myself
And this is how the life looks like
When the woman is unsure of her charm
When the man doesn't make her sure
That she is cute and wonderful
And she think that it is all she needs
To be happy, beautiful and cool
To feel comfortable and satisfied in this world