I'm sorry that
I'm so happy
Because of this
What I heard some time ago
That you are not married
That you are alone
I know that the single life
Is not too healthy
For the man
For noone I suppose but
Maybe it's mostly depends
From the second side
So, maybe you were right
To stay like that
My husband for example
Can he be happy now
When he knows
All these thoughts
I have had so far
From all this year
I'm not sure
I know that I hurt him but
I must say this
I'm happy too
That he knows this
And he's touched
I know it sounds terrible
I'm possibly kind of sadist but
I'm glad he knows
As well because
You are alone
I can't explain this but
I smile and this is all
I can say for today
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Perhabs it's a kind of revange
For these few years
I decided to forget
About my self
And about few true wishes I had
And about you
When I decided to be
Happy married woman and mother too
To the man I thought
Can be this better one
Than you were, my Love
But I came back
To my dreams about you
And now you are inside
As my man again
I don't know
What should I do
But one is sure
I still love you
And this feeling
Keeps me alive
Because everything around
Is too boring and too hard
To enjoy all these
Lovely whiles and things
Of real life
You came back to my dreams
And I feel great
With you within
Because only you
Are this man
Who could realised my dreams
About something special
Something different, new
Of something I would
Taste all my life through
You are my dream
You are my knight
And nothing can change
This fact that
I'm again alive
Having you inside