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I didn't want anything wrong


Who said that you are bad?
It's not like that my honey boy
I just tried to show you
My self after years
That you could decide
That you could have the choice
But of course if you don't want
It doesn't have any sense
It's nobodys fault, my love
Everything is gonna be OK
I'm just free from you
And now I just need
To find my own way
Or someone so great to love again
With such a strength
But believe me it's not so easy
You were too good or you just came
At this right moment
I don't know now how it was but
It's you who were so important to me
All this time, through all these years
But perhaps that you were right
I'm too difficult sometimes
And living with me could be sometimes hard
Beside you have different plans
And I have two children and of course
It would be a problem for us
For you and for them too
Yes, you did well it's just too late
I understand
I think that all I need is just a light
To see the passion inside
To write to smile to live
And to be free, from all the persons I can't live with
From all this simple tiring things
From all this thoughts that I'm not good enough
To survive at this difficult world
Where sometimes it's so hard to satisfy everyone
And not forget about yourself
And about this wishes you need to realise
But you know when I was going to you
I was ready for everything
Of course I had a little hope too
That you will come to the train station
And that you take me to your home
But of course I didn't count on this too much
So it wasn't so bad that you were absent again
I was just angry and sad
After this few hours I had to wait
And then your secretary said
That possibly you wont come today
I came to you just to know how it is with you
I didn't want to say or do anything wrong
And against you and I thought
That you are just hiding your self
And it wasn't nice to me no, it wasn't nice at all,
But you came at the end so now it's OK
I just know what to think and what to do
It was very important and necessary meeting to me
So, thank you that you were there at the end
Even so busy as always but it's OK
I just know what I wanted to know
So I didn't waste any hour.

Written by Anna Cellmer







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