No, my Love I'm happy
With my marriage and life
I was just lost in my mind
After this call phone when
I heard your voice again
And I was lost in feelings
I couldn't stop think of the past
About everything
I just don't know
Why you let me
To live this way so long
Why you didn't stop me before
I've start all this show
I don't know if it was worth
I don't think so but perhaps
There is the time yet to repair
Everything between me and the husband I have
I hope he can forgive me and understand
But it wont be easy to him to live with me, with this
He can't be so sure of me anymore
And this love
I think I destroyed something but
I needed to show you
One more time
That I can I can do everything
For you
But I was wrong
Strange human nature
I was dying from love to you
One year through
And now when I know
That you don't love me
I'm happy again
To be free
Don't you understand
That all I've done
It was for you?
But you didn't even get
Anything from this
I almost destroyed my world
Just to show you
That I care and love
To give you this chance
To be my man again and you
Didn't even have a courage
To say no
I don't want this, stupid man
Don't you understand
That I was real to you?
I was ready to do
Everything what I said
Why you didn't stop me
I can't understand
I'm sorry but
This what you said recently
You could do a one year ago
And I wouldn't be so fool so long
I'm happy person, mostly
If you don't know
I was just sad because of you
Because of your silence too
Because I didn't know
What you can feel to me
And I was sad
That I'm not the single one
To be with you
If you would love me too
But if you don't
It's just the end
And it's great
Don't you understand?
If you can't speak with me
You are right I don't know you
I don't understand
What do you wanted to get
By your stupid silence
I didn't like
How you were to me so, I think
I don't need to see you anymore
It wasn't nice at all
So, you have nothing
And I have much more
I have open heart and love
And my world is much more real than yours
You are just a nice guy that's all
You are not this man for me anymore
After this what you have done
By your silence by this hiding
By last meeting when I had to wait
Too long for you
I think that you are rude!
So, good bye again
I'm so happy to say it, yes I am
I can't believe I was so stupid
To try to leave everything I love
Only because this memory
I had within my soul
Stupid man, why you didn't say
That you just don't want this
before
Why you couldn't come to meet me and say
This what I was asking for?
Didn't you realized that
It wasn't just a play with the words
That I was ready to go
I really can't believe
How could I be ready to do
Such things
Just because of these memories
And never say that I'm unhappy
I'm not sure I ever want to see you again
Stupid man
No, you did right to be so cold right now
And this meeting wasn't bad
Possibly you didn't get a message that I'll come
And you were just busy
It's just because
I made so many times
Such a fool from my self to you
That I have enough
But you are wrong to think
That I was crying over you
Whole my life through
These are just a whiles when I look back
Seeing you as a man
Who was so spacial to me
That I can't stop my tears
But then I smile again
Stupid man
So, I think
There is no sense to speak
To you again
You don't know me, you are right
And I don't have the time
To meet you again
I was wrong to dream of you
But I need just a moment yet
To talk about this
So, here it is what I think
About whole this love story
I had once
Inside my mind
I'm free from love to you
but I'm not free from you
I still have something to say in this case
but it's just a while
It's just a moment yet
And I'll be silent