Raised inside a black widow web
disabling my soul from moving to
to pillow to post, hiding under bed
cause my father was a ghost....
shackling my mind down in chains
education was allergic to my brain..
heart corrupted with misguidance
my soul was lost, till God found it...
I had no future, cause I was afraid
of stepping into my tomorrows
self pity had me drowning in sorrow
To much sympathy, and less gratitude
gave me a snappy attitude, I wanted to elude...
disappear in thin air...cause deep down inside
I know longer cared
heavy metal falling on my mind
frustration causing me to get out of line
relationships shatters like glass
I ain't a big girl, but I'm tired of being called
fat AZZ...
only the obnoxious shows me attention,
but I'm not hateful, so they gave me an eviction
although I'm free, I feel like I'm locked inside a penitentiary
hard times come, and hard times go....but my hard times
seems to be stuck on slow
hurt and pain has penetrated itself all over my heart
that's why I sit here and write, cause I'm forever searching
for ways to depart
