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The lessonNext time i will know better. God is learning me everything i need to know. Satan gets involved. God forgive me. God forgive me. God forgive me. So silly, none of this common sense appeals to me though i so wish it did. Times i don't think. I may have thought too quickly so used the first thing in my head and blood gushing out. Never meant to hurt a soul. Meant to make it better. God knew my intention. Still i will never know what its like to be a mother. I can never have any of my own sick of looking after those for those arguments and those blames. Satan is always in the way of what God is teaching us. Yet i can't blame it all on Satan. Except he was the one who taught the world evil in the first place as it was unknown and only mercy existed. I hope God gives me more patience i know how much you need me. Still i respect you as his mother, kids say these things they don't know our intention i never meant to hurt him. I meant to move his hand away from the pain so not to be in danger except accidents they do happen. I know we've forgiven never to mention again except it doesn't stop the pain, Satan is still haunting me. I know i am forgiven God let me feel it. Still so hard to wash away, but never to stop trying to make it go away. I know God is with me Forever. I never want to lose you over something stupid. Thank you for forgiving me and so sorry for everything as my heart bleeds for everything i ever did. So sorry. I know this won't make out nothing to the pain i caused by my stupidity except now God has learned me not to do these stupid things. I am 20 years old except i still have very much to learn. I am still a kid inside i don't think you're ever grown until you're much older as i am so silly. You need to help me stop these things i do. God is helping and he shall give you the knowledge to help me further. Thank you. So far we made the bond again. Nothing can break us apart. Satan hasn't enough power in the universe to do so. Poetry Ad-Free Upgrades Vote for this poem
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