At times i did feel i am inside this mask.
I was hidden behind a trail of lies.
They accumulated, accumulated and accumulated.
Until it was too late.
I am burdened with that much sin...
Forgetting to repent...
Satan got me held hostage, missing prayers and duties as a religious human.
I thought to myself The Lord saved me.
He rescued me because he loved me that Much never did he want anything, but heaven for me and everyone who obeys him.
I repented and learned the easy way out is always the truth no matter what they say.
Lies will bring you down and only take you back to the truth.
One time my best friend was my tears.
The bottle that i accumulated my emotions cracked and all i did was cry...
Watching each day go by...
To ever think you hurt somebody and used a lie to con out.
I was so depressed and so lost in this mask i couldn't see with or without glasses.
Until God sent the knowledge to somebody close to me who opened my closed heart, my blind eyes and my closed mind.
I will never go back.
Yes God forgive me i am not perfect, but not stupid to not admit this...
I may tell a little white lies now and again, but i know its never good and it only takes me back to that ugly horrid thing i once used to do.
Except i am clean in my heart, but it only makes you argue and depression is always near, Satan made you weak now you're lost in his Evilness.
May God protect us, Dua is the weopan Use it while you're still alive.
The angel of death may come any minute.
Only God knows.