~ A New Woman ~    [Author's Home Page!]
  947106   Poems Read   


[Poetry PoetryPoem] [Poetry Search] [Contact Us] [FREE Site] [Home] [Poets] [Login]


Author878 and Melissa Walton

Author878 and Sarah obaid

-

Waiting for your love

I don't need to find you

Poetry Poem

Oh what a narcissist

More Poetry >>

These stupid ugly horrible disgusting evil lies

At times i did feel i am inside this mask.
I was hidden behind a trail of lies.
They accumulated, accumulated and accumulated.
Until it was too late.
I am burdened with that much sin...
Forgetting to repent...
Satan got me held hostage, missing prayers and duties as a religious human.
I thought to myself The Lord saved me.
He rescued me because he loved me that Much  never did he want anything, but heaven for me and everyone who obeys him.
I repented and learned the easy way out is always the truth no matter what they say.
Lies will bring you down and only take you back to the truth.
One time my best friend was my tears.
The bottle that i accumulated my emotions cracked and all i did was cry...
Watching each day go by...
To ever think you hurt somebody and used a lie to con out.
I was so depressed and so lost in this mask i couldn't see with or without glasses.
Until God sent the knowledge to somebody close to me who opened my closed heart, my blind eyes and my closed mind.
I will never go back.
Yes God forgive me i am not perfect, but not stupid to not admit this...
I may tell a little white lies now and again, but i know its never good and it only takes me back to that ugly horrid thing i once used to do.
Except i am clean in my heart, but it only makes you argue and depression is always near, Satan made you weak now you're lost in his Evilness.
May God protect us, Dua is the weopan Use it while you're still alive.
The angel of death may come any minute.
Only God knows.



Learn how to get rid of ads on your poetry pages
Email Poem




Vote for this poem

These stupid ugly horrible disgusting evil lies


Comments

  -



monique Message from Monique - Free videos for your poetry. Check them out Go to Poetry Poem youtube channel and get the embed  
YouTube
dreamweaver POETRY BY KRIS ~ DREAMWEAVER - ~WELCOME TO DREAMLAND~ Read my Poems to Know me. I am in my poems.  
dreamweaver
poet5170 Poetry by Elsie - *WELCOME TO MY WORLD* ~ Read my poems full of fact, fiction and fantasy.  
poet5170
malibupoetess Life Lines by Malibu Poetess - Straight forward prose and poetry on life, love, joy and disillusionment.  
malibupoetess
norrie5 Message in poetry - personalised poetry, red heartshaped bottle extra special gift for a loved one  
norrie5
waterdragon Our Next Poet Laureate! YAYA! - Remarkable contemporary poetry by award-winning author of Out of Cullen Street (A House of Madness)  
waterdragon
athanase Poetry by athanase - Feedback and critique requested.  
athanase


©2000 - 2022 ------- Individual Authors of the Poetry. All rights reserved by authors

Sign Guestbook Read Guestbook

   Tell someone about this Poem.    blank

[ Control Panel ]
Last 100 Poems

Search over
400,000 poems!