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Addict

* I wrote this while thinking of my cousin*

Addict

I am choking...
blood spewing
I am losing...
turn me outside in
feels like I am slowly dying

I am so numb
as these needles walk
stained and damaged
holding tough with my tongue
never the 12-step program
hold me...I am shrinking
I am a addict

Shakes and tremors
past abuses
have come my excuses
on why I need
why I can't go without
the next high is waiting
hello I am screaming
I am a addict

give me something to live for
I am so blind....
the gift of life
what is there more?
I am violating
the heart God gave me
I am breaking
all of yours
the biggest problem
I am a addict....

2007@ Megan Watkins




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