1296453  Poems Read Home Login

 heartunes

DISILLUSIONED POEM


I'm tired
Drinking coffee soon to get wired
All the muscles hurt in me
So I took one quarter of a Tylenol three

My feet hurt so very bad
It's sunny outside and I feel sad
Don't have the energy I use to
My sleepiness just makes me blue

I use to be a hyper girl
Sleep four hours in my whirl
Of busy activity
But I can't seem to set this depression free

Have been cutting down on the dose of my pill
Either way I still feel ill
Dizzy, sleepy, tired
Harried, manic, wired

I still think of suicide
It's a fact in poetry I don't hide
Life it seems too much a struggle
Just let me in God's arms to snuggle

But would God forgive me
For wanting many burdens set free
Who would care if I went away
God forgive me for my pain and doubt today.


9/24/1997 1520 cj







©2000 - 2018 - Individual Authors of the Poetry. All rights reserved by authors.

Visit My Home Page | Start Your Own Poetry Site | PoetryPoem
[ Control Panel ]  [ Today's Poetry - ALL Poets ]  [ Search ]



dreamweaver POETRY BY KRIS ~ DREAMWEAVER - ~WELCOME TO DREAMLAND~ Read my Poems to Know me. I am in my poems.  
dreamweaver
poetic2050 Poetry by poetic2050 - Feedback and critique requested.  
poetic2050
poet5170 Poetry by Elsie - *WELCOME TO MY WORLD* ~ Read my poems full of fact, fiction and fantasy.  
poet5170
Insomnia's Melancholy World - Dark, gothic, mood swings. critique requested.  
insomnia
countrypoet Poetry by CountryPoet - Language of Enchantment Words are beautiful...  
countrypoet
Poetry by Brian - Wonderful Poems For Wonderful People Truly A Poem For Everyone. Uplifting, and Truthful.  
brianspose
Life Lines by Malibu Poetess - Straight forward prose and poetry on life, love, joy and disillusionment.  
malibupoetess

allseasonsverse     gingersgenre      preciouspoetess      ladydp2000      diggerd  View All Poets
Newest Item: Little Hands Big Smile
Little Hands Big Smile It was a priceless moment that warmed my heart. His t ... More
Added: 2018-10-20  My Poetry List  PoetryPoem.com      Get a Free Site       Blogs     Stories     Premium Sites