POTTY MOUTH
Cussing at him without mercy
Here he comes to save me
From myself
My own worst enemy
Doesn't judge
While I fudge
On being happy
Life seems cr*ppy
When it's not
I am caught
Up in depression
Where confession
Is worth nothing
Sewer stuffing
Me inside
Where I ride
It's curse in my brain
Heading for the insane
Of what dreams do
When things past get to you
It's all a farce I date
Where my life I hate
Which isn't that bad
Can't help the sad
That comes around
Leaves me underground
Where I am haunted
Think I'm not wanted
It isn't so
Because I know
He does love me
I just cannot be
A normal woman
The gray keeps coming
Eating me alive and whole
When it's darkness fills my soul
Of one so weak
Who cannot seek
The care from others
When dismay covers
All the sunshine meant to be
Where I float light and free
Up in his blue sky
The tears fall down like rain I cry
Then thinking it doesn't matter
Talk of dying in the chatter
Of the depression I have to beat
Get up dust the dirt off my seat
You fall down
Get up, move back around
How does he stand my pain
Thank God, he knows this eccentric brain.
3/27/2007 1955 cj
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