Absent Minded
Throwing I love you's around
I'm in love
at least i thought i was
he told me he loved me
again and again
in the throes of passion
in and out of the moment
then he raised his voice
i calmed his hand
lent him money
he told me i was spending on bull
soo easily upset
why did he not tell me everything?
why did he not tell me right off the bat he had a wife and a daughter?
i guess it doesnt matter
with all the I love yous he threw around
and so what for these tears
the console no one
in this empty moment
they help no one
im not even learning
wishing to be held by him again
the great times we shared
i guess it doesn't m,atter what i felt
what he fel;t is soo easy to put aside
Dont throw I love you's around
they are dangerous
they are hurtfull
soo painfull to fall in love
and then lose it later
to find the truth and have it burn your eyes again and again
no one to confess to
no one who understands
was in love witha beautifull man
one soo easily upset
Just like my father
but i loved him in ways you cannot love a member of the family
you see he started it
he said it first
maybe i got caught up in it
the shakespearean tragedy
who cares?
it doesnt't matter
i'm hurt again
poor me
whatever
I'll get over it
just wont understand how anyone can love me
or how i can say those words to another
maybe we really were two lonely people who met
maybe i really cried all the time because i missed him
maybe our misunderstandings can be sorted out
maybe im paranoid and hes not on drugs
causing headacxhes and moodswings
but what does it matter
in a fgew days his wife will be here
his daughter will be hugging him
he'll move on
and i'll never see him again
Don't threow i love yous around
I'm sucha victom
why couldn't i see i was being played
for something
why does it matter?
love at first sight
now its over
not satisfied with our embrace of goodbye
i miss him
and im choking back a cry
hes beautifull
and gorgeous and wonderfull
maybe thats why he has to leave my life
All those trimes
all those times
He said it to me
it meant nothing
it was a worthless thought
three or four words i cant bear to count right now
an I love you
and i bought it
i wondered why
and now i know
alone with this broken heart and pain inside
with all those I love yous thrown at me
he must have wanted something
his raised voice
how i calmed his hand
and i miss him
but its over
i told him to never be a stranger
and the tears fell
so quick in love
so fast to fall out of it
i miss him
and i will never hear him say it again
i guess the blessing is
someone said it to me before i died
now i just wonder why
why throw those I love You's around
always to blame
I am
and this is how i love you
selflessly crying for my grandmothers death as you sleep
to wake up
to you in my arms
to leave once again
it was just foreshadowing
no patience for me
i guess its ok you said it
i'll be ok
hurting from the throes of passion and what you said
the I love yous before and after the moments
the hugs and kisses
and my tears of confusion
I will miss you
you probably will never think opf me again
who cares who plays the victom
you changed my life
and i miught never throw an I love you around again
my heart is broken
and ur not coming back to fix it
i miss you
Im sorry for the jealousy and accusations
i guess you were lacking in understanding or patience
but you said You loved me
and now i know you dont
it doesnt matter
ive been hurt before
just never like this
Thank you for making me stronger
i wish i had your picture
you are soo beautifull
you were the first person to ever tell me they loved me
and im sorry its already over
i will always love you
your sweet
and adorable
and funny
and cute
and incredible
I love you
it wont go away
i'll just go on hurting as you carry on your way
i'll be thinking of the wars youve been through
I'll be thinking of you
and i'll widsh you the best
I'll be dreaming of you
and one day i hope to see you again
the best trhing
that happened to me
and now your gone
I wont forget you soo easy
just promise me
you wont throw the I love you's around
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Throwing I love you`s around
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