Can i please cry
Its hard to controll my vision water no matter how hard i try
In the street i cry
In the bath i cry
On the couch i cry
On my hubby i cry
On teddy i cry
My beddy i cry
On Pillow i cry
On the couch i cry
On mommy i cry
On daddy i always cried
Still to stop this sensitivity and be stronger i know i tried
This is me
So let it be
God is always right there beside thee
I could not believe once before i couldn't see
Except now my faith is stronger and cleaner so i am finally free
The only request is to let me peacefully sit down and cry out my eyes
Tears on my pillows waiting for the ache that never seems to die
Pain in my heart so bad as some form behind my eyes as you don't let them drain now this is the debt
The sofa is drenched, Teddy is dripping wet
My face is red, painful, sore my eyes all puffed out
Except after at least a good old soak of salty acidic tears i can smile and get about
My day
With nothing sad left to say.