I am angry, I am mad, I am going insane!
Because this damn body of mine is nowt but a pain!!!
Everything's falling apart at the seams,
And a life of bliss, well, it's in my dreams!
I am sick and tired of getting bad news!
And for the first time ever, I've really got the blues!!
Bad news for this, bad news for that!
The double whammy I've had has knocked me flat!!!
I think the NHS like to mess with my head!
Apart from the fact that I should really be dead!
But I fight the fight every day to keep my head strong!
So what do I do now that it's all gone so badly wrong!
I am 50 years old in the body, but that's a falsehood!
Cos it thinks it's 90 and it's no damn good!
Everything has gone wrong that could possibly be!
Oh why the hell do I have to be damn flippin' me!
Why couldn't God have given me a break!
Because I say it now, my sanity's at stake!
I asked Him once to cut me some slack!
Then He made me worse, the wall's against my back!
I don't think I deserve all the bad health in my life!
18 operations, 2 more to go, my life's full of strife!
I am so sick and tired, so weary and blue!
I'm finding I'm hurting and don't know what to do!
I told the consultant after he broke the news to me!
That I'm already a cripple and knackered!! Couldn't he see!!
Now don't get me wrong, he's a lovely caring man!
But at this moment doctors are not my number 1 fan!
So he explained to me this, and that and the other!
While I sat there stunned, thinking' God, not another!!!'
So I nodded at this, and everything he said to me!
And he nodded back, and said it's not what I want it to be!
He said I'm not listening to him, all that he told…
Well forgive me for that, but I'm not 90 years old!!!
So the body is battered, knackered and blue!
And so am I, well, you would be too!!!
So I guess it's a game of life and health!
I wouldn't mind, but I haven't even got wealth!
Cos if I had I could maybe buy a new bod!
But I can't so I'll have to have a word with my God!