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 childhood abuse (my story using rhyme)

All alone

People shouting, loud noises,
Obscenities raised voices.
Scary people a lonely world,
No place for a level headed girl.

All alone sad and scared,
I really was unprepared.
For some people this is life,
Not for me so get that right!.

Echoing voices from a distance,
But i came here freely no resistance.
Now i am sorry in more ways than one,
I want my baby i want my mum!.

Sadness depression whats wrong with me?,
I want to change but i can't you see.
I can't stop wanting to end my life,
But to give up now just wouldn't be right.

Whats wrong with these people,
Its scary to see.
It;s frightening to think,
In with them is me.

I ain't no nutter i ain't gone mad,
I just want to die cos i feel so sad.
Whats wrong with that it's just how i feel,
Do not judge me this is so real.

I don't think i am Jesus or Satan's son,
Seeing all this makes me want to run.
I am here to get help i do want to change,
This week's been so shocking and terribly strange.

Copyright 2008 Natalie Rawlings

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