Absent Minded

Music Industry enlightenment

Here i am the under rug swept guinea pig
35 hired wold reknown psychics got together
to write an albulm
and throw rocks into the future
cd's and psychology, artists like conspiracies and zodiacs

Try living it as it unfolds and you are
in the twilight zone

go ahead claim to me to be god
try the truth
you are 30 some psychics toying with my mind and beliefs
seeing what you can get away with
seeing who can figure what out
and whose the singer of what cd of this cult and whose following
your psychic cultic conspiracy to save my life
while the others try to kill me
and the others try to save me and the others are ignorant

yet it is me at the middle
the one you aim for
crying selfless selfish tears trying to hold myself together
wondering why and when and how
I'll pull the next move off so this or that doesnt happen
and when i ignore your messages you were right all along

and im scared
im really really scared
with your mysteries especially knowing not everything is going to be okay

time and time again
it has been proven to me
these records written by psychics sang by the gretas lead me
and im in the middle doing what tthey suggest
and when i dont the ultimatum i face
and they are pricvate ultimatums
leaving me to wonder how and if
am i on sattelite?

Im a guinea pig
a new science
wanting to run away
trying to figure out uncharted territory
prove them all wrong to become a god
but whats the curse of me
if i do this something bad happens to them
if i do that something bad happens to the others
hard place for me to be in
and im being lead by psychics playin god
who always see the sucker i am

they see me from miles away

and i am tewrrified
horrified
secrets ive never told memories ive never reminisced
things ive never said
shoved in my face

no one to relate to me

music conspiarcy science and psychics and me
and enlightenment


say 35 psychics picked you and wrote 13 albulms for just you to buy
to be your soundtrack
and their goals and ur life being soo predicted
this was written as ur life to be known world wide
and in a sense gods plan as everyone who would never let you know they knew knew

but hey isnt that where we're at?

music store science
and something christians dont understand?
real life prophets and the holy terrors of masterbation secrecies and nightly tears first hand?
keeping secrets and helping hands?

and this one life and these thirteen albulms of 17 or so songs just for one man
a puzzle of things to do
and everyone covers it up to see if they can figure it out
goodluck see u there if u figure it out as they are ahead of me too

welcome to the next level of the music industry
be on the look out for me and play dumb or whatever your supposed to
but im onto you
your guinea pig
and im not quite as well
but never been better

36 psychics writing 13 albulms for 13 different artists or more to sing
and her eiam picking up the pieces
here i am your stupid game
here i am your joke dressed in suicide
here i am everything you never wanted

and im not happy anyway
but you got what you wanted
and i dont care what psychic i prove wrong when i run away the wrong right way
and dress up like a gothic nun or crossdresser to hide myself when i getaway
from this insane twilight zone thing u call music no one gets but me
i just cant live it alone anymore and wonder how many people are out there just like me where it adds up
and adds up to the poin there is no longwer adoubt in their mind
they are something they just have to make others realise it and the government can either throw them away
for the hours their real life psychics have spent and musiciansd havbe spent practicing to learn what they have they will never het back

I know who and what i am
but thanks for using me and givin g me nothing in return

Im drained you religious vampires
I'm drained and now we're all on the same page
sort of anyway!


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