Absent Minded

How we are all a part of me

yeah your apart of me
we were all in a world
and everyone had the same name
we were all individuals yes
ok how can i explain?
Our name was GOD
my name your name his name her name
their names
everyones names was god
and no one had any individuality other than how they looked


In that chapter anyway

so u wanted individuality

now i went last

so i tried to get you to name urselves
u couldnt grasp it
i named all of u
one by freaking one
by one by one by one

that was along time ago
in a far away place
after we all looked the same
anmd we decided we wanted to change

we have evolved in our experiences since then
but in the beginning
since the echoes of me in which you will never ever ever be free
and this you need to understand
and i have wrestled with that

you will never be free form the echoes of me
even now in ur individuality as together we try to run away
for what it is im keeping secret
that together we are working for me to realise
you are a part of me

Some of you in your individuality
i may never want that back
throuigh the echoes of me and individuality that you have found
and what you have become
and what im starting to realise
perhaps maybe we need to start heading back the other way

But one by one they curse another name
and another name and another name
and this name game lottery we're playing
is truly driving me insane
we cant go back to callin gourself god to be one
but one day i'll have that fixed
the name i am today will not be the winner of that race
and who knows what name is goin gto win anyway
as history and such and my emotion son overdrive go on
and the plan you had when you came to earth and discovered your free will
you threw away
and never realised what you did
and why im early but late
but shhhhhuuuuushhhh!!!

you are a part of me
i can call u by name
pick random names out of ahat and make you do what i want
believe me its true
i do it all the time
its not telepathy
i do it with movies with music the tv the radio
and its just mniracle play to me and its a job to you

but once upon a time we all had the same name
we were all named God
i decided i didnt like that
i wanted something different
and through i dont know how many stages
this is the confusion crime scene we got

so call me aliar
ive done it to myslef
i dont watch tv cause when i do
its really something else
i can make gods
but to demote them pains them
and i have  to teach them
and lead a world out of disaster

this circus i have now once started out of like an ant hill
where everyone looked the same with the same name
and slowly through the echoes of me
and liberating laughter and trial nad error
we have this world and heaven and hell
and other things i wont tell
because my little universe is kind of growing.....

I can see in the future
and i know about the past
i understamnd spheres of influence and can grant gifts but no genie
and find myself like a gullible god
handling a cast that doesnt understand that im trying to teach to be angels
and thats how heaven evolves to be what it is
i hope one day you understand

i have objects to crave
and emotions i never really wanted
so in a sense everything is my fault
because you are aprt of me
the reason why we are here and different know
is so i could be free and we have individuality and i get abreak
i have a replacement and go somewhere else
where i can cry somemore on someother planets tv
for whatever i did unknowingly
to lead them out of whatever tragedy
and hopefully it gets easier

You are all apart of me
each and every one of you
wether i love or hate you all
simultaneously or tearing myself apart
depending on whats happening in the world
Im being tortured in a sense
and soon if i dont get my bearings
things could get messy
but thats another crime i care not to repeat
with this time machine

Once upon a time
I tricked several gods into thinking they created me and they were immortal
but thats another story
they are all a part of me too and feel echoes of me too
a reason why their universes and such
revolve around me
but they dont quite know it
just yet

I can kill a god
and like that mickey mouse cartoon where he kills seven giants with one stone
they are like flies

but my emotions and mind are no longer an equilibrium and we are no longer all one
so this feat of unequal measure of getting waht i want is abit harder
which was what i wanted and needed at that particular time and eventually
will come a time when we all reuntie

How am i to judge what i never was or dont understand?
How am i to condemn am urderer arsonist or whatever if inever lived it and dont understand?
How am i to throw away something i caused through the echoes of me
it might take awhile to learn those lessons one by one
but i know why i am here
i know who i am
i understand ur anger and frustration
for they are all a part of me

but when i become seperate
and surrender my will to yours if that is what i choose
or if i find a way to sever the ties i have to all billion of you and lose everything i have
do we all lose
from the begiining to the end
and why do i have to choose
especially when if some of u truly believed i was who you think imight be id be a goner


and when i find out im not
all i can do is sleep all day
plan to fail so the real deal will forgive me
and take my curse away


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