Absent Minded

My antichrist masked plan

My friend is crazy
the one talkin gto her hand
the one on the verge of sanity
the puzzle piece around me
like everyone else around me
who is nothing but an actor
given a script a goal
and leave me to the plan

so my crazy friend
the one on the verge
and her story of the christmas hitman
and here is how i work this
i call it my antichrist mask

For it has been predicted
the antichrist would lead the insane
and my crazy friends only escape from her hitman is to play the system
to act delusional
to end up in mental institute again and again

I myself am crazy
so ive had ahead start and am being slowed down
you see
for its my fault shes crazy
her parents are satanic
and they kno wthe true prophecy which they will never speak

and as she goes from menatl institute to mental institute
i visit her all the time
i meet her crazy friends
and play blind leadin ghte blind

while all the religious have sealed the deal to their hell already
speaking blasphemy and false prophecies to be sent to hell
i work leading the insane who still have half a clue
to make the world better
and then have their life anightmare
as they strive for succes and then fail

help them if you want
ask the insane ive met what they would do to help change the world
as i have told them the plan for success of this earth
because my friend on the verge of sanity running from a hitman
has been to twelve mental istitutes
ive told many of them
and made some of them better
and you sane people are making them worse

from institute to institute
i follow this metaphorical actor in my life
like everyonein my life is
when america is a stage taking on the worlds problems
to revolve around me
for me to help them solve them
by giving them heck
i tell the insane what to do
and then the sane mess it up
and thats the insanes nightmare you see

blind leading the blind
and if u dont get it right soon
those who are insane will go crazy
or crazier
and soon you will see

My mother i told you before is an actor
my fathor and brother another
was it my spy training
the lie(v)es im living
huh ive been telling you all along go figure

So im either god or the antichrist
to me their one and the same
how long can on ebeing go on for
worshipping the death of his only son
and being treated like a genie
as you shove his dead baby in his face
and provoke his anger and wish him away and call it praying
while in actuality you want a happy ending?

So my antichrist mask
and i have several more
my god mask
my angel mask
my demon mask
my saint mask
my genius mask
my stupid mask
my weak mask
my craetive mask
the mask i care when i dont
the mask i dont care when i do

but its true
im either being black mailed to take the blame
and im placing the blame on allof you
because im really jesus
facing a feat of unequal measure tryoing to break my curse
hahahahahahaha
wasnt supposed to say that
ooops!
now everyone is going to know and put on another stupid mask
and i have to start over

So from mental institute to the next i go
writing my satanic bible the satanists warship
as i try to work them over
cause thats what they want
and i have to find a way to win them over to the dark side
because they have evil all wrong
if i write that satanic bible the way they want
I'll end up winning release myself from my curse
and get exactly what i want
suckers hahahahahahahaha!

but maybe one day
when im no longer trapped
in this nightmare of being the center
of all these conspiracies and cults
i can stop pretending
and be myself and do sopmething else
but then again why else was i born?

So from mental institute to mental institute
while im truly not insane
acting like alunatic
i lead the insane to save the world from the sane
who are building bombs and goin gto war from sanity
and trust me all those axe murderers and rapists see it my way

so go ahead and humble yourself
welcome to the cult
aska serial killer now how he would save the world
and what i told him to say
and if it isnt verbatim i'll kill him myself
and then thank the actors in my life who sent me off on this tangent
to be mad at this world
to put on my antichrist mask and live my life this way
as what i said and did in the hospital to the crazy people
was the answer to your prayers but yet i was being misdiagnosed
and drugged up and trying to call amnesty international
for the torture many of them were enduring

so i go visit my crazy friends in these institutes
sometimes dressed in goth
we have spiritual conversations
and no one knows wether or not i have my antichrist face on
even though it was predicted
and im no longer helping or hurtin gthe world
it was all you
and im done
you did it to yourself when you werent l;istening
and still arent!

so i'll pick another actor in my life wether angel or satan and see what chains we can pass around
or detox circles i can turn into my new fangled game for fame
i wont turn this into amarket for lighting pornography on fire
but ohnestly
my life isnt perfect and i doubt im going to win
someon etell god at his birthday paty i mastered his stupid game
its broken
needs to be thrown away
and if he makes me play it again
I'll be there to kick him when hes down when he lives everybodies life
one life at atime
as death figures out the crime scene artound everyone

oh geee
the joke im not telling
and im ready to swallow my tongue


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