Absent Minded
Afraid to pray? a gof by any name is still god
scared to pray
because you know it might hurt god?
scared to worship because it makes no sense?
dont understand religion of troture
or the zodiac which is nothing more than codes of war for psychics?
Are you scared to pray because god might take you clutching your rosary
his dead baby
and your selfish wish the wrong way?
I think you should be!!!
Scared to worship Jesus because he is a fraud?
Scared to follow any other leader just in case any one of them is wrong
and its not happeningin the now
so therefore what they were are footsteps
previous ramblings of gods past experiences in his eternity
while he has different names
different opinions
yet is one and the same?
scared to pray?
scared to ask for forgiveness?
depends who u are asking and how id imagine
dependson what you did and why im just guessing
did u ever think
that maybe
since god
has lived
for millions
of years he wrote every single thought
every religion
every book about himself
and there are puzzles to be found in them
perhaps no reason to fight at all
its a one sided argument im saying
he gave birth to them all
tricjed you into thinking they were different when truly
he was experiencing differenthings for himself to read
and if you burn them
if you destroy them
history will have to repeat
for later in his life
he needs to take the time
to solve his own puzzle
and riddles
and expalin cerain things
to the upcoming ages?
How old is god?
depends on the bible.....
each onewas written when he was a different age
each one is a part of his history
not really a reason to fight
or argue just his own persoanl insights
Are you afraid to pray?
did the true almighty create a trap for sinners and gullible fools
because he is soo wise?
are you not fathoming the power of your creator
and still think he is like you and only lives once?
and because he is different than you he does things different
perhaps...there are reasons he needs not explain to you
maybe as you study him and his writings he has been studying you
and that is why your on big brother
and the amazing race
studying yourselves trying to get closer to ur own understanding
and im here shaking my head saying ok
gimme a break
even if you think for yourself your life line has an end
perhaps his doesnt
perhaps there is an immortal amomng us and these works of literature
are his own turn of century accomplishments when he felt inspired
due to mankind and their cycles of their driving need for him
for everytime mankind falls out of the proper way of how things should be
he writes another piece of literature or several for the world
to come together to succeed
something that makes sense to the world he has studied for centuries
and to him it is simple
but changes slightly
so here we go again
im going to be your book to read
that pone day will be questioned and picked apart
fought over and twisted
and then ill wake up and condemn or save myself
For thousands of years
i have been watching over you
studying your kind
knowing you rthoughtprocesses interests and humors and what entertains you
and when it gets to the point that too many of you are makin geachother cry
i start putting myself on the line
so protect me
i have one life
and i have don e this before
you read the bible properly and you will understand how this process for me is grueling torture
i either have to fake my death in a sense or prove to you something im not
sweep things under the rug teach you soemthing and then recreate a huge secret
that gets carried on cemented until its forgotten
Its boring actually
its a selfless sacrifice when i could be out living my life and just let thousand of you needlessly die
for what i see coming that you dont forsee
but if i dont take a break every once in awhile and live life
all im gonna end up doing is die trying
so ur fighting over all these books i wrote
basically
arguing over landmarks in my discovery of myself you will probably never fathom
until we begin walkin gup the stairway to heaven
and those of you fighting over it are not goin gto have an easier time getting ther
those of you who think one way is the right way is wrong
for all of them are two edged swords built in with keepingyou from being completely codependant on me
and having a free will of ur own
otherwise id be a terrible god
so when you pray to ur jesus
my dead son
and hold my dead baby to my 3rd eye
how am i to feel?
when i slide into the aspectsof buddhism and ask you to pray for eight hours a day
why arent you asking whats the deal?
there is no point really in you truly believin gin any one bible
but believing in doin gthe right thing
and workin gtowards peace on earth
for when we walk up the stairway to heaven
for many of you the revelations that lead u there are truly going to hurt
now do u understand my rath?
leave it alone
ponder it but dont worship or get all wrapped up in it
those books are written by gods for gods for something you may one day become
if you live up that stairway
but ask jesus holding his father back
whose more mad
the father
or the one whose death and torture is being worshipped?
anyway
every bible is a two edged sword
and there should be really no one real believer for as of yet
i have not found the proper way to lead you to the gates
of the exact way i want to seperate who i want into my maze of my mansion
but if you want any idea ofd what i am capable of doing
watch steven kings rose red and see what heppens when they wake up the mansion
that house is every house they have ver lived in
and is part of gods house
which is under attack so to speak
but gods not home
and when the mice play
do they realise the cat is still watching?
But since ive been soo busy looking after your happiness after all of these years
writing books upon books and religion upon religion trying my best
to keep you from harming yourself and me from harming you i realised i have failed
so what am i to do now but tell you
i have a hard decision to make like always
and stuff to figure out
i either give up trying to make you happy at the cost of my own happiness
and my own dreams i selfishly want
but remember i am angry at a lot of things and getting even is sometimes one of my dreams
but for now im feeling merciful
so im going to publish this before i change my mind and one day ill tell u what will make me happy
and i understand u might not give into threats but im not the enemy
uve done it all to urself and ripped out all the pages at the beginnings of everyone of my bibles that told you
the damned things were written for me and you wouldnt understand them anyway
so here iam
trying to explain everything to lead you to where i want you to be
where you need to be
but you did it to yoursleves with your free will
and i learned alot
I'll have to get a cement truck and carve statues to prevent this catastrophe from happening in the future but wont do it
until i get exactly what i want
but right now im not sure what that is as i have decisions to make
concerning some tricky things!
because you know it might hurt god?
scared to worship because it makes no sense?
dont understand religion of troture
or the zodiac which is nothing more than codes of war for psychics?
Are you scared to pray because god might take you clutching your rosary
his dead baby
and your selfish wish the wrong way?
I think you should be!!!
Scared to worship Jesus because he is a fraud?
Scared to follow any other leader just in case any one of them is wrong
and its not happeningin the now
so therefore what they were are footsteps
previous ramblings of gods past experiences in his eternity
while he has different names
different opinions
yet is one and the same?
scared to pray?
scared to ask for forgiveness?
depends who u are asking and how id imagine
dependson what you did and why im just guessing
did u ever think
that maybe
since god
has lived
for millions
of years he wrote every single thought
every religion
every book about himself
and there are puzzles to be found in them
perhaps no reason to fight at all
its a one sided argument im saying
he gave birth to them all
tricjed you into thinking they were different when truly
he was experiencing differenthings for himself to read
and if you burn them
if you destroy them
history will have to repeat
for later in his life
he needs to take the time
to solve his own puzzle
and riddles
and expalin cerain things
to the upcoming ages?
How old is god?
depends on the bible.....
each onewas written when he was a different age
each one is a part of his history
not really a reason to fight
or argue just his own persoanl insights
Are you afraid to pray?
did the true almighty create a trap for sinners and gullible fools
because he is soo wise?
are you not fathoming the power of your creator
and still think he is like you and only lives once?
and because he is different than you he does things different
perhaps...there are reasons he needs not explain to you
maybe as you study him and his writings he has been studying you
and that is why your on big brother
and the amazing race
studying yourselves trying to get closer to ur own understanding
and im here shaking my head saying ok
gimme a break
even if you think for yourself your life line has an end
perhaps his doesnt
perhaps there is an immortal amomng us and these works of literature
are his own turn of century accomplishments when he felt inspired
due to mankind and their cycles of their driving need for him
for everytime mankind falls out of the proper way of how things should be
he writes another piece of literature or several for the world
to come together to succeed
something that makes sense to the world he has studied for centuries
and to him it is simple
but changes slightly
so here we go again
im going to be your book to read
that pone day will be questioned and picked apart
fought over and twisted
and then ill wake up and condemn or save myself
For thousands of years
i have been watching over you
studying your kind
knowing you rthoughtprocesses interests and humors and what entertains you
and when it gets to the point that too many of you are makin geachother cry
i start putting myself on the line
so protect me
i have one life
and i have don e this before
you read the bible properly and you will understand how this process for me is grueling torture
i either have to fake my death in a sense or prove to you something im not
sweep things under the rug teach you soemthing and then recreate a huge secret
that gets carried on cemented until its forgotten
Its boring actually
its a selfless sacrifice when i could be out living my life and just let thousand of you needlessly die
for what i see coming that you dont forsee
but if i dont take a break every once in awhile and live life
all im gonna end up doing is die trying
so ur fighting over all these books i wrote
basically
arguing over landmarks in my discovery of myself you will probably never fathom
until we begin walkin gup the stairway to heaven
and those of you fighting over it are not goin gto have an easier time getting ther
those of you who think one way is the right way is wrong
for all of them are two edged swords built in with keepingyou from being completely codependant on me
and having a free will of ur own
otherwise id be a terrible god
so when you pray to ur jesus
my dead son
and hold my dead baby to my 3rd eye
how am i to feel?
when i slide into the aspectsof buddhism and ask you to pray for eight hours a day
why arent you asking whats the deal?
there is no point really in you truly believin gin any one bible
but believing in doin gthe right thing
and workin gtowards peace on earth
for when we walk up the stairway to heaven
for many of you the revelations that lead u there are truly going to hurt
now do u understand my rath?
leave it alone
ponder it but dont worship or get all wrapped up in it
those books are written by gods for gods for something you may one day become
if you live up that stairway
but ask jesus holding his father back
whose more mad
the father
or the one whose death and torture is being worshipped?
anyway
every bible is a two edged sword
and there should be really no one real believer for as of yet
i have not found the proper way to lead you to the gates
of the exact way i want to seperate who i want into my maze of my mansion
but if you want any idea ofd what i am capable of doing
watch steven kings rose red and see what heppens when they wake up the mansion
that house is every house they have ver lived in
and is part of gods house
which is under attack so to speak
but gods not home
and when the mice play
do they realise the cat is still watching?
But since ive been soo busy looking after your happiness after all of these years
writing books upon books and religion upon religion trying my best
to keep you from harming yourself and me from harming you i realised i have failed
so what am i to do now but tell you
i have a hard decision to make like always
and stuff to figure out
i either give up trying to make you happy at the cost of my own happiness
and my own dreams i selfishly want
but remember i am angry at a lot of things and getting even is sometimes one of my dreams
but for now im feeling merciful
so im going to publish this before i change my mind and one day ill tell u what will make me happy
and i understand u might not give into threats but im not the enemy
uve done it all to urself and ripped out all the pages at the beginnings of everyone of my bibles that told you
the damned things were written for me and you wouldnt understand them anyway
so here iam
trying to explain everything to lead you to where i want you to be
where you need to be
but you did it to yoursleves with your free will
and i learned alot
I'll have to get a cement truck and carve statues to prevent this catastrophe from happening in the future but wont do it
until i get exactly what i want
but right now im not sure what that is as i have decisions to make
concerning some tricky things!
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Afraid to pray? a gof by any name is still god
Afraid to pray? a gof by any name is still god
