Absent Minded

this generation's perfect crime

so here i am
living my life
but in the future
you know how many different places and times i have died?
There have been sightings of me in russian and China
and rumors of me being held hostage in britain

I think i counted over 300 soo far
so what does it matter?

must be a fad

this generations perfect crime to teach the future something
philosophical

Its always my name
and it always looks like me
but in the future
i have died soo many times in soo many differetn places
my 3rd eye is asking
dear lord if im not setting it up right now
then how could this be?

can you resist the temptation my fans
to not have my death make history again and again
have me forever the propoganda victom
and the everlasting joke
im already in on to teach history and you something
i fully understand bu tyou just might not be comprehending?

im everywhere all at once
at one time murdered in synchronicity
in 15 places at one particular time
I'm the name no one else is ever given
and soo many time si have cried myslef to sleep
i live in fear you will never comprehend
to teach the future something
of how the world set up the truth
of how there really was one me
how i did exist and have a real life story

and each crime scene is built around pointing at the truth but leading you further from it
and anyone that discovers the final answer iam knows
if this was shown to you you know nothing
if you discovered this perhaps youre close to something

but how do i prove to the future who is killing me strategically trying to make it look like i didnt exist
but letting me live my life
how do i prove to the future i am a solvable unsolved mystery and any who can solve me
are some sort of genius
and then they must figure out the spiritual reasons of why

oh the joke im not telling
the reasons i manged the world in the corner i did
the way the world was and is
and how much fun they had with their propoganda for
what may or might not have been false promises
when i wasnt allowed to cross the border

protests no but we could have made it look like that....
how is one person everywhere at the same time
how is one being or entity able to be fathomed correctly without you pullin goff the perfect crime

how are you to understand your religious sick and twisted views
and then have me lead you from the darkness to the light?

Soo i get murdered again and again
its just in case im the bad guy with my big sixth sense
and here im left blindly leadingthe blind
to save my life from hundred of hitmen
trying to kill me in all these countries and places ive never been
because maybe im powerfull
maybe im not

but hello mankind you wanted a bounty of the gods?
you wanted a scar for the guilty here it is
this generations perfect crime of religious philosophical stuff
to lead you to propoganda hints and clues that revolve around
strategically killing someone who doesnt exist to work your system
and get a pay out where no one dies at all
and it adds up tagging the truth
and part of it is a clue or foreshadowing of an upcoming terrible war
wgere i get mad
and the sirens sound
and low and behold you go off to war and i set it up so its a massive game of paintball

and then you return home from your beautifull metaphorical art
knowing god is alive and you just helped torture him
good for you
\so heres your next blessing fellow men
of your surprise holiday youre going to give to the women and children
\that they didnt see coming you planned while off playing paintball
your recycled acts of propoganda had them worried for youtr lives
leaving them to think you rlives were in danger
and now they can be lead to the truth
and then when it all comes undomne and the veil is lifted that after all this time im just a human playing god and has god scarred takin gon more than i can chew

here i have my fork as the spotlights of color come circling around looking for the bugger
that set me up and destroyed everything
and set satan loose upon mankind
i will help you the ways i can
with my plan but yet remain being blackmailed but for how long i can use that excuse i dont know
but when gods alive and holds me at arms length and i end up last in line for my turn

you will know the truth
and my object to crave is to watch him die by my hand or another every life
since this life of mine has been sucjh anightmare from heaven to hell to earth
and everything the angels and demons
and manklind has done
i wnat o see him die in my nightmare when it turns out that im not god and
hes actually the good guy since its my nightmare it just makes sense thats the way it would go down
love notes forom heaven or not

so in the future as your pullin goff your perfect crime to scar me
as your antichrist or god however i end up being blackmailed
and you choose to let me live
and thisis the fame i am to never see
i will keep running from place to place or choose to stay right here
but the real truth about me wont be written by me
as you now have given me aplace to hide and i have died thousands of times
and im afraid rto say my name

thanks for the delusions so anyone not interested in poetry but wants to stop feeling sorry for themselves
and interested in psychology or wants to get involved in a fad i could care less
ive lived through it already in my mind
cried about it more than you will ever know
god and i or satan or whoever
i dislike them both
neither are my friends
and i wish them both to leave

im coming up with plans to get even
and anyone who wants in on it
i just shopwed you the bounty of the gods and a few tricks up my sleeve


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