I have a problem just me and my mind,
as I am thinking most of the time.
It's a daily thing that scares me so,
I don't like it, it comes as a blow.
to myself in particular, odd as it may seem
I wish that I could control it
It doesn't happen in my dreams.
Here's a thought that scares me so,
being shot, now I don't know
why I think it and let it destroy
the thought of it does more than annoy,
It puts me in a panic, scared as I can be.
It may be hard to understand,
it may be hard to see
the horror that I face each day
with thoughts so awful that get in my way.
When I am home alone
and the thinking hits hard
I'll remember to say a prayer
God will hear me clear
for he understands my pain
and he understands my fear.
For everything will be alright
then I can sleep good through the night.