When tomorrow starts without you,
And You're not there to see,
People see two red and swollen eyes ,
Those Eyes belong to me.
I wish so much I didn't cry
The way I did today,
Whilst thinking about the last few years,
And asking why you had to go away.
Whilst I know how much I love you,
As much as you love me,
The emptiness is still to much to bear,
The way out of this tunnel I cannot see.
Angels came and called your name,
I do try to understand,
But knowing i'll never be able to cuddle you,
Is something my heart can not stand.
They came and sat upon your bed,
And said your place was ready up above,
The hardest task for you to face.
Was leaving behind the ones you love.
As you turned and walked away,
A tear fell from my eye,
On the outside they could see my hurt,
Which went on much deeper down inside.
You had so much to live for,
So many more things to do,
Plenty more things you wanted to say,
And so many things to look forward too.
I think of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought off all the things we'd done,
Ones that made me happy or made me sad.
In my head I relive the memories,
The ones you and I shared,
The Beautiful smile you'd shine at me,
Those times you where always there.
Memories are all I have of you,
And so I'll take comfort from the past,
Knowing you're no longer suffering,
And you're happy and safe at last.
So when tomorrow start without you,
I'll know we're never far apart,
A beautiful angel safe and sound,
And forever living on inside my heart.