Absent Minded
My grandfather's will
My grandfather was a pilot
during one of my flying lessons as a child
he told me of his will
(I can't believe i forgot)
He told me he sold life insurance
and he had taken life insurance out on everyone in the family
my cousins my aunts my uncles brothes and parents
but i however was not included
he had not put any life insurance on me
and the reasons for this would be explained in his will
and this mystery would be solved when he passed on
but before he died the family did what they could to change the will
so it seems
accident or no accident
my grandfather ended up in a coma
they wanted to pulkl the plug
but the doctors and i would not let them
a few years later my grandmother was in an accident and became parapalegic
changed what she could of the will
after selling most of his estate and adding it to hers
to write her will
whatever it may be
probably taking a life insurance out on the only one who had none
me
last man standing
i dont know
i still cant get my hands on the will
i went crazy lit my girlfriends house on fire
and ended up in the safety of a mental institute
where the doctors promise i will probably never end up again
even though quite frankly im sure they think im nuts
someone who saw my grandfathers will before he was don doing what he
was doing i figure did him in
and now with my name on all of my families life insurance plans
they know nothing about
I'm trying to keep the peace as they go after eachother for greed
that ends up becoming mine in the end anyway
and my family despises me
so you could just imagine how many of them have added to the pot
of how much im worth dead and not alive
so somebody please
The things i dont want to have to do
i might have to do
not for money but survival
Ive seperated myself as far and as best i can to out live them
to have myself at arms length
but money can buy anything now adays
they know where i live
and soon enough when these strangers come into my life
the under rug swept will he told me of which is infact a sick game
i will want to run away but will have to stay
unless someone makes me leave
I must be a rock or lose it all
I must stand strong or im not worthy at all
I have a reoccurring noghtmare of my father being murdered by my mother's lover
when i was a child for she was married into such a thing
and now she has run away to start over
but i havent forgot witnessing the death of my real father
right in front of me and being abandoned as a child to be left in the arms
of a father look alike after the will he knows nothing about
and i wonder if my brother is mine anymore anyway after the amount of times
we fought and he tried to kill me
wether it be with knives or chasing me around threateniong me with dad's gun
he never locked up
I've been blamed
as if i wrote the damned thing and caiused this omen upon my family
I've been shamed as if it was my doing
but you see here in canada
after the queen washed her hands of this country due to the headache it was
soo many moved into claim it
and hundreds of thousands of silent wars started
so who knows the truth anymore
but my grandftaher's will and what im truly living in this nightmare im begging
for someone to believe to investigate to see
to save me from the many wrongs of what is the right thing
before it does get messy
well messier
There was fraud pulled off in my grandfathers will
for im sure he left a big prtion of it to my cousins to help them
survive their parents greed
I'm not sure if i was in it at all but wouldn't be surprised to find
if i was my grandfather's favorite grandson for
he built me a play house for my backyard when i wanted one
and i wanted a logcabin
thats what i got
he planted a tree for every child born under his name in his yard
and i watched my parents plant that tree for me
But dear lawyer
dear brides
what you dont know about this will
is something called the slide
and once you know there is no turning back
and your life insurance gets sucked into theis game
and ur name added to this list for fools
a huge estate that one day ends
and me being the bounty of the gods i should have a say to say
you should be glad you dont walk in my shoes
but if you understood the game and the slide perhaps youd know
my grandfather taught me how to use the slide as a weapon
to manipulate his will for my benefit
It's not easy being me dear hung jury and those who pay off drunk drivers
but for those who im introducing you to this will
maybe one day when i come around and teach you athing or two
I'll help you live past level two or three
to make my estate more money
as i become a bigger crime scene money making industry i cant spend anyway
to dubb some child im never going to have king because im gay
at least I'M doing the right thing!
Life insurance will that takes life insurance out on you for knowing of this will
it adds you to a list
and then you have to play to survive
at least i know the slide have it as a weapon
you just read the wrong poem
welcome to the mystery of this generations history
horrible dry stuff for the future to think about huh?
And just another reason why i beg and plead and reach out for help to you
the cry selfless selfish tears
wonder if anyone did
try to keep secrets
keep things at arms reach
its not easy being me
and believing me is no easier
so think of that tactic of denial if you plan on helping me
for this is not the right poem to read
and its a dangerous thing to belong to
and the slide i know of like a cult of thirteen dead end drive
from house fires to murder there is a reason to many madnesses in this worlkd i was born into
perhaps my grandfather was a satanist and i have yet to find out
but either way
survival of the fittest
im sure i was not dealt the best hand
and chances are as the dominos falll
i'll come to realise the deck was stacked against me so someone else could win and my nightmare
becomes worse than everybody elses
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during one of my flying lessons as a child
he told me of his will
(I can't believe i forgot)
He told me he sold life insurance
and he had taken life insurance out on everyone in the family
my cousins my aunts my uncles brothes and parents
but i however was not included
he had not put any life insurance on me
and the reasons for this would be explained in his will
and this mystery would be solved when he passed on
but before he died the family did what they could to change the will
so it seems
accident or no accident
my grandfather ended up in a coma
they wanted to pulkl the plug
but the doctors and i would not let them
a few years later my grandmother was in an accident and became parapalegic
changed what she could of the will
after selling most of his estate and adding it to hers
to write her will
whatever it may be
probably taking a life insurance out on the only one who had none
me
last man standing
i dont know
i still cant get my hands on the will
i went crazy lit my girlfriends house on fire
and ended up in the safety of a mental institute
where the doctors promise i will probably never end up again
even though quite frankly im sure they think im nuts
someone who saw my grandfathers will before he was don doing what he
was doing i figure did him in
and now with my name on all of my families life insurance plans
they know nothing about
I'm trying to keep the peace as they go after eachother for greed
that ends up becoming mine in the end anyway
and my family despises me
so you could just imagine how many of them have added to the pot
of how much im worth dead and not alive
so somebody please
The things i dont want to have to do
i might have to do
not for money but survival
Ive seperated myself as far and as best i can to out live them
to have myself at arms length
but money can buy anything now adays
they know where i live
and soon enough when these strangers come into my life
the under rug swept will he told me of which is infact a sick game
i will want to run away but will have to stay
unless someone makes me leave
I must be a rock or lose it all
I must stand strong or im not worthy at all
I have a reoccurring noghtmare of my father being murdered by my mother's lover
when i was a child for she was married into such a thing
and now she has run away to start over
but i havent forgot witnessing the death of my real father
right in front of me and being abandoned as a child to be left in the arms
of a father look alike after the will he knows nothing about
and i wonder if my brother is mine anymore anyway after the amount of times
we fought and he tried to kill me
wether it be with knives or chasing me around threateniong me with dad's gun
he never locked up
I've been blamed
as if i wrote the damned thing and caiused this omen upon my family
I've been shamed as if it was my doing
but you see here in canada
after the queen washed her hands of this country due to the headache it was
soo many moved into claim it
and hundreds of thousands of silent wars started
so who knows the truth anymore
but my grandftaher's will and what im truly living in this nightmare im begging
for someone to believe to investigate to see
to save me from the many wrongs of what is the right thing
before it does get messy
well messier
There was fraud pulled off in my grandfathers will
for im sure he left a big prtion of it to my cousins to help them
survive their parents greed
I'm not sure if i was in it at all but wouldn't be surprised to find
if i was my grandfather's favorite grandson for
he built me a play house for my backyard when i wanted one
and i wanted a logcabin
thats what i got
he planted a tree for every child born under his name in his yard
and i watched my parents plant that tree for me
But dear lawyer
dear brides
what you dont know about this will
is something called the slide
and once you know there is no turning back
and your life insurance gets sucked into theis game
and ur name added to this list for fools
a huge estate that one day ends
and me being the bounty of the gods i should have a say to say
you should be glad you dont walk in my shoes
but if you understood the game and the slide perhaps youd know
my grandfather taught me how to use the slide as a weapon
to manipulate his will for my benefit
It's not easy being me dear hung jury and those who pay off drunk drivers
but for those who im introducing you to this will
maybe one day when i come around and teach you athing or two
I'll help you live past level two or three
to make my estate more money
as i become a bigger crime scene money making industry i cant spend anyway
to dubb some child im never going to have king because im gay
at least I'M doing the right thing!
Life insurance will that takes life insurance out on you for knowing of this will
it adds you to a list
and then you have to play to survive
at least i know the slide have it as a weapon
you just read the wrong poem
welcome to the mystery of this generations history
horrible dry stuff for the future to think about huh?
And just another reason why i beg and plead and reach out for help to you
the cry selfless selfish tears
wonder if anyone did
try to keep secrets
keep things at arms reach
its not easy being me
and believing me is no easier
so think of that tactic of denial if you plan on helping me
for this is not the right poem to read
and its a dangerous thing to belong to
and the slide i know of like a cult of thirteen dead end drive
from house fires to murder there is a reason to many madnesses in this worlkd i was born into
perhaps my grandfather was a satanist and i have yet to find out
but either way
survival of the fittest
im sure i was not dealt the best hand
and chances are as the dominos falll
i'll come to realise the deck was stacked against me so someone else could win and my nightmare
becomes worse than everybody elses
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My grandfather`s will
My grandfather`s will