Absent Minded
Mental Note
One day I will tell you god's plan
and remind you that the one who tells you not having to follow it
the simple fact of having free will
is satan
One day i will tell you about the life odf the writer
and how he sits at home all day
and leaves his apartment to beg someone for a smoke
to start a random conversation
One day I'll be something
something out of nothing
One day I'll reveal to my ex lover's i cheated on them all
in the beginning to see if i truly loved them
or believed if they loved me
to find if i could go back to the hinting grounds of love
of all those empty promises from dead beat supposed lover souls of desire
to find that i felt theyt did not love me
or i dod not love them
until i find the right one and never go fishing
in the pool of desire full of empty hearted men
One day I'll prove to myself love exists
and is not justa formn of mirtacle play for bibles
and exists on this world and i will find multiple ways to share it
maybe i will or have
and hope one day it finds me back
but these are just mental notes
small reminders
neighbors dont want a beggar at the door
especially for a smoke first thing in the morning
even if you just wrote a ground breaking play
Love must cost something
and the sacrifice of finding out
everyone is empty in comparison to the one you just betrayed
is shattering and i never want to hurt myself that way again
I'm sure god has a plan
but cryiong wolf all the time
as soon as i figure it out im sure he knows im looking to take his throne
so ill just sleep all day stop calling myself the all mighty
and hope he forgives me in the afterlife
and hope i hope he humbles me less than i humble myself
and remind you that the one who tells you not having to follow it
the simple fact of having free will
is satan
One day i will tell you about the life odf the writer
and how he sits at home all day
and leaves his apartment to beg someone for a smoke
to start a random conversation
One day I'll be something
something out of nothing
One day I'll reveal to my ex lover's i cheated on them all
in the beginning to see if i truly loved them
or believed if they loved me
to find if i could go back to the hinting grounds of love
of all those empty promises from dead beat supposed lover souls of desire
to find that i felt theyt did not love me
or i dod not love them
until i find the right one and never go fishing
in the pool of desire full of empty hearted men
One day I'll prove to myself love exists
and is not justa formn of mirtacle play for bibles
and exists on this world and i will find multiple ways to share it
maybe i will or have
and hope one day it finds me back
but these are just mental notes
small reminders
neighbors dont want a beggar at the door
especially for a smoke first thing in the morning
even if you just wrote a ground breaking play
Love must cost something
and the sacrifice of finding out
everyone is empty in comparison to the one you just betrayed
is shattering and i never want to hurt myself that way again
I'm sure god has a plan
but cryiong wolf all the time
as soon as i figure it out im sure he knows im looking to take his throne
so ill just sleep all day stop calling myself the all mighty
and hope he forgives me in the afterlife
and hope i hope he humbles me less than i humble myself
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