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 childhood abuse (my story using rhyme)

What does any of this mean???

A world full of badness,
A lifetime of sadness,
This is all madness.

A broken heart,
In many parts.
Many a tear,
Too much to fear.
Hide away,
In my house i will stay.
No one can hurt me,
Cos i am safe here.
Go away you can not help,
I'm safe here just my daughter and myself.
Stop trying to tell,
That i am not well.
I'm fine and I'm calm,
Only myself i can harm.
I want to die,
And i do know why.
Its cos' of the pain,
That comes back over and over again.
No one knows the pain,
No one knows the shame.
I'll never be free,
Until death gets me.
I hurt people who are close,
Those i love the most.
Nothing will ever change,
Till death can be arranged.
To die would be a blessing for me,
Cos' then my spirit would be set free.

A world full of badness,
A lifetime of sadness,
This is all madness.

Copyright ©2008 Natalie Rawlings

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