Absent Minded

My destiny and fate (My grandfather's will part 2)

Behold life is but a stage
and as clueless as i am
i know you are all actors
my grandfather the pilot
taking out life insurance on the family
making a game out of wills
leaving me out knew something
about fate and destiny
and everyone knows about my fate
my destiny
and how much money they can earn
playing me as a game

spy versus spy
to manipulate and steer me towards this or that
i plan to fail
either way and just live my life
even if i am some throw away prince
even if i am destined to be murdered by the hands of love
for millions of dollars

Its a nonexistant crime scene and no one knows who is on whose side
what my destiny is or where
and what my fate is
and which one is better than the other
so i plan to fail
as if im on satelite pleading withterrorists for my life
puling of ridiculous crimes
for anopther spin under the sun

Sure he looks like my friend
but she knows more trhan i do about the secrets of this destiny
sure she's my lover but she knows more about my fate
sure thy'r eonto eachother for good and bad
but me stuck  in the middle as clueless as i really am
battling the law of who ripped off my grandfather and his estate for fraud
i'm finding out the game i am is huge
and all i can do is plan to fail

Look to the blind for a clue
and the muse of theiur music leads me blind
look to the art of the deaf for a hint of a message
and i hear no whisper or trace of why my songs are names
why my birthday month and year are sang
and my street address an urban legend
so it goes on and i no longer am able to read to pass on the days

im to wonder about destiny
and fate
realities two children
and how we teach them to behave
i never met destiny and those who have seem to think the world revolves around them
not knowing they should share
those who meet their fate
the only blessing is the free pass offered to the survivors of the tragedy
and i sit here wondering which way am i being steered
how closely arte these people sticking to some plan
thats gone way off track?
how money hungry are people for something that sucked them in

this will claims you
dont you understand
before you can read it you sign the dotted line and learn the rules
of the game you are to play
wether on the team of destiny to help me for fortune and fame
or the envelope in the briefcase of fate
of lawyers and criminals and a fraudulent estate taken away

This will has three parts
the truth of how it works to keep thos few
keeping it alive keep it alive
and the briefcase of death's crime scene and all involved
and those who signed on the dotted line
an object to crave i suppose if you truly know what it is to some
its my life insurance if ic an get my hands on it
and stop it from going around

The notebook is destiny's contract
and all who have seen it sign it and are told of the party
to bring me to and the surprise holiday in my name
they are warned of the briefcase and told its a serious offense
for these names are shared with death and if i do not show up to my party
nothing will be the same
if that makes any sense

Thousands of people now signed two different things
one a contract to make me happy by bringing me to destiny
the other to ensure my fate
but you see
if i fail and the party i dont make it to
the deaths suitcase goes after the notebook
and all their life insurance becomes mine
except for the small portion of it they signed and agreed to go to others

But i cant stress this enough,
there are rules for the situations that may arise
around the sceraios
if i go to (the party) so to speak
fate tries to lure me away
if fate gets me before the party destiny has to try to save me
i dont remember everything i read
but the third personification is reality....long story babysitter
and its not pretty
but there are rules that dictate this will and my fate and destiny
and what i need to do to stay alive called the slide
as i look for the three parts to this will
and rid the world of them
cause i believe that to be my destiny
but all three of them are guarded by different fates

So am i a prince being held captive
or did i run away from hell and this is my happy ending?


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My destiny and fate (My grandfather`s will part 2)

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