Absent Minded
Your Dirty little Secret
say hello to me
your dirty little secret
that might not be true
but its how i feel
you propose but live a lie
here we are soo in love
and here i am alone
in the midst of your double life
Broken promise after broken promise
are we just not communicating?
I need to trust the man who loves me
i need to feel like he loves me and appreciates me
and here i am
feeling that im not happy
but yet in love
feeling like im your dirty little secret
I love you
and i know everything is complicated
but i dont want to feel this way
like im a dirty little secret
I love you
and them not knbowing about me shouldnt bother me i guess
my life has never been a fairytale
and i cant tell you wht i think you should do
or what i would do
ive made my choices
you need to make yours
Broken promises
and keeping me a secret from soo many
is screwing with my head
i feel like a dirty little secret
the memories we make today to carry into the future
im not sure im that strong right now
I love you
being gay hurts a lot
you say youre showing me off at the gay disco
but where it counts no one needs to know?
all i can do is try to understand
If life was a cliff im climbing
this love would be like jumping off
and you would be the one to push
I can feel im getting to that point where i shut off my emotions
and i dont care
where i say the words but dont feel
and just go back to nodding and smiling
you never do what youre going to say
you constantly break plans
this is how i feel because of you
i know
dramatic
but
how many other dirty little secrets like me do you have?
forcefed the truth one day
why should i fix you up for you to walk away from me
and be someone elses prince charming?
Im just stupid
like the rasor i want to put to my wrist
my dirty little secret
my seasonal depression kicking in
i never want ed to feel while being propsed to
while all of this complicated stuff
i wish i could shut it off
maybe one day i'll realise im not soo important to this world
and find a better way to crawl back under my rock
your dirty little secret
that might not be true
but its how i feel
you propose but live a lie
here we are soo in love
and here i am alone
in the midst of your double life
Broken promise after broken promise
are we just not communicating?
I need to trust the man who loves me
i need to feel like he loves me and appreciates me
and here i am
feeling that im not happy
but yet in love
feeling like im your dirty little secret
I love you
and i know everything is complicated
but i dont want to feel this way
like im a dirty little secret
I love you
and them not knbowing about me shouldnt bother me i guess
my life has never been a fairytale
and i cant tell you wht i think you should do
or what i would do
ive made my choices
you need to make yours
Broken promises
and keeping me a secret from soo many
is screwing with my head
i feel like a dirty little secret
the memories we make today to carry into the future
im not sure im that strong right now
I love you
being gay hurts a lot
you say youre showing me off at the gay disco
but where it counts no one needs to know?
all i can do is try to understand
If life was a cliff im climbing
this love would be like jumping off
and you would be the one to push
I can feel im getting to that point where i shut off my emotions
and i dont care
where i say the words but dont feel
and just go back to nodding and smiling
you never do what youre going to say
you constantly break plans
this is how i feel because of you
i know
dramatic
but
how many other dirty little secrets like me do you have?
forcefed the truth one day
why should i fix you up for you to walk away from me
and be someone elses prince charming?
Im just stupid
like the rasor i want to put to my wrist
my dirty little secret
my seasonal depression kicking in
i never want ed to feel while being propsed to
while all of this complicated stuff
i wish i could shut it off
maybe one day i'll realise im not soo important to this world
and find a better way to crawl back under my rock
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Your Dirty little Secret
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