Absent Minded
Broken
I know now you love me
for all the stuff i put you through
i dont know how you do it
its not your fault
its not you
its me
i cant even handle me
Im broken
broken with baggage
and you drive me crazy
never had to experience anything harder than this
these codependant love hungers
and everything else wrong with me
im broken
maybe one day i'll be able to fathom
someone else loving me
I cry when your around and when your gone its worse
at least when your here you comfort me
when your away i get jealous and paranoid
and easily hurt over stupid things
how you put up with me i'll never know
why someone would be around me without getting a paycheque
i just dont know
I hate missing you
and feeling my heart break as the seconds tick by
but im broken
youve seen my walls
decorated
youve seen my mirrors
reflecting all of those desires and demons
and inside of them is me
broken
and its not your fault
i was like this for a long time
how you put up with me i'll never know
but everyday i get closer
to the fact im loveable
but then i get scared of getting hurt again
and i dont wnat to sit here in agony silently again
its not your fault
im broken
i know you love me
or you would have walked away by now
but i dont know why
maybe if everyone would shut up
and keep their opinions to themselves id be better off
maybe one day ill learn to trust to
probably because of you
your soo beautiful
for all the stuff i put you through
i dont know how you do it
its not your fault
its not you
its me
i cant even handle me
Im broken
broken with baggage
and you drive me crazy
never had to experience anything harder than this
these codependant love hungers
and everything else wrong with me
im broken
maybe one day i'll be able to fathom
someone else loving me
I cry when your around and when your gone its worse
at least when your here you comfort me
when your away i get jealous and paranoid
and easily hurt over stupid things
how you put up with me i'll never know
why someone would be around me without getting a paycheque
i just dont know
I hate missing you
and feeling my heart break as the seconds tick by
but im broken
youve seen my walls
decorated
youve seen my mirrors
reflecting all of those desires and demons
and inside of them is me
broken
and its not your fault
i was like this for a long time
how you put up with me i'll never know
but everyday i get closer
to the fact im loveable
but then i get scared of getting hurt again
and i dont wnat to sit here in agony silently again
its not your fault
im broken
i know you love me
or you would have walked away by now
but i dont know why
maybe if everyone would shut up
and keep their opinions to themselves id be better off
maybe one day ill learn to trust to
probably because of you
your soo beautiful
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