Absent Minded
I hate being in love with you
i miss you too much it hurts
i never get to see you
im already my own worst enemy in this relationship
but yet you kinda make me happy
Im sorry for this poem
or whatever it is im writing
but i always thought love would feel good
and be exciting
but yet im a wreck
a mess
a jealous snivelling whiney paranoid killjoy
Your love is always at arms reach it seems
and the memories we are making now
when we look back what are we going to think?
I hate hollywood for their stupid movies
making me think everything should be soo picture perfect
but really this new pain i feel all day and all night called love
im not sure i can stand feeling it
it hurts
like you have no idea
and my illness in my head plays with it
and you get the jeckyl and hyde
and i realise
i need to change some things about me
its not easy thinking all of your friends and family are out to kill you
and feeling love is just a weapon
to end up head over feet
paranoid and jealous
hurt over insignificant broken promises that to me mean everything
just so i can see you again
I hate being in love with you
its like i know youre great but my mind tells me your not
doing agood enough job at making me happy
and then i wonder how well im gonna be able to make you happy
you always worry about your age and mine
and me walking away from you because your older
but what about all you have to put up with me
when are you going to get nauseas of me
the rollercoaster
im just being insecure and i realise that
I love you and if i have to put up with some loneliness and tears
well i wont like them
but i love being in love with you
you make me feel so special
and i hope i deserve you
you are an incredible man
i cherish everything about you
your parents did something right that night when they made you
and god or whoever had some ggod ideas when he put you together
I hate being in love with you right now
because all i want to do is be with you all the time
and i love you
i never get to see you
im already my own worst enemy in this relationship
but yet you kinda make me happy
Im sorry for this poem
or whatever it is im writing
but i always thought love would feel good
and be exciting
but yet im a wreck
a mess
a jealous snivelling whiney paranoid killjoy
Your love is always at arms reach it seems
and the memories we are making now
when we look back what are we going to think?
I hate hollywood for their stupid movies
making me think everything should be soo picture perfect
but really this new pain i feel all day and all night called love
im not sure i can stand feeling it
it hurts
like you have no idea
and my illness in my head plays with it
and you get the jeckyl and hyde
and i realise
i need to change some things about me
its not easy thinking all of your friends and family are out to kill you
and feeling love is just a weapon
to end up head over feet
paranoid and jealous
hurt over insignificant broken promises that to me mean everything
just so i can see you again
I hate being in love with you
its like i know youre great but my mind tells me your not
doing agood enough job at making me happy
and then i wonder how well im gonna be able to make you happy
you always worry about your age and mine
and me walking away from you because your older
but what about all you have to put up with me
when are you going to get nauseas of me
the rollercoaster
im just being insecure and i realise that
I love you and if i have to put up with some loneliness and tears
well i wont like them
but i love being in love with you
you make me feel so special
and i hope i deserve you
you are an incredible man
i cherish everything about you
your parents did something right that night when they made you
and god or whoever had some ggod ideas when he put you together
I hate being in love with you right now
because all i want to do is be with you all the time
and i love you
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I hate being in love with you
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